I've done some things I'm not proud of, I've done some things that I regret. I've done things with good intentions and it had the complete opposite effect. I've hurt the people closest to me, I've pushed them all away. Then I turned around and pleaded and begged for them to stay. I've acted on impulses, I've been completely out of control. When I feel an emotion, I have a hard time with letting go. I'm a sinner, but in the end I'm just struggling to survive. It feels like the whole world is against me, but I guess that's just life. I'm taking it slow and steady, just one day at a time. And I know one day I'll make it out of the dark and into the light. So yes, I'm a sinner, and I do bad things. But I'm working on myself and working on change.
