I swore my allegiance to the devil,
But the funny part is
I didnt even know I did.
I swore to him
Everytime,
I bite my tongue, holding back my views.
Everytime,
I let them turn me into an apathetic person.
Everytime ,
I said, 'I really don't care'
Everytime ,
I told myself that it was okay,
it happens.
Everytime,
I did nothing.
I hid among the shadows
Pondering on what would happen if they caught a glimpse of me.
Will they gaslight me,tearing down my walls and crushing my soul.
Will they steal my innocence because they feel patent to it.
Will they diminish me because my views don't value as much.
Or will they storm me over becuse I am just too weak.
My wish to vanish,turning into a need.
My wish to satisfy myself, turning into agony.
My wish to be happy,turning into others resentment.
My wish to ignite a spark,turning into yet another futile attempt into abyss.
My wish to make them understand and realize, turning into something sacrilegious.
My wish to need space, turning me into a ghost.
