LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION)

XXXTENTACION THE PRINCE

XXXTENTACION 🖤 one of my top three favorite artists...if you don't like his music you must not be depressed...and don't come after my mans or any of the fans saying no kind of shit or I WILL fuck you up // respect the dead on god 🖤🖤💯 and get out of your tiny closed mind and look and understand others perspective

If you are truly gone @xxxtentacion ...I always wanted to tell you your music really benefited me these last years...your speeches gave me life...we were both on the same shit...same type of vibe before I even met you...before I founded out your music...you gave me inspiration...I'm in the DEEPEST DEPRESSION but you helped eased it...you were always so positive....Something I wanted to be more of instead of being in a corner not knowing how to deal with such emotions...I still don't wanna believe you're gone fuvking broke down 4 different times...the world kept still...I don't know if you're trying to promote an album...I don't know if any of this is just a set for a video or sum shit...you have the BIGGEST impact on this generation...I'm FUVKING tired hearing uneducated mfs say you deserved to die saying your music is trash // tf? It makes me sick it's disrespectful and disgusting asf...if they believe that you're gone that would just let it be and just simply say Rest In Peace...NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR ALL THAT EXTRA SHIT AFTERWARDS TRYNA TALK DOWN ON YOUR NAME...they digging their own grave and I'm not the only one who knows that...you have a child on the way I hope he or she becomes great on god...he or she doesn't needs to see the hate...I love you @xxxtentacion...😓💔 YOU ARE GREAT YOU ARE A KING 👑 IDGAF WHAT NO ONE SAYS...that's on my great grandmother....😔💔 but dead or alive I just wanted to say this...#xxxtentacion #ripxxxtentacion

I love you jahseh I really wish I can talk to you because for real for real you can help me...
But it's funny because you don't even know I exist...but you helped me so fucking much I fucking love you....I miss you so much....you really helped me...I really wish I could've talk to you...and tell you how great of person you are....I founded inspiration through your music...but I know you don't want me to cry and be upset...Imma carry on...

You help me with grief
You helped me with so many things and you don't even know I exist
That's just crazy
Mind blowing fr....
How you receive love and inspiration from someone who doesn't know you exist through their songs and even after when they pass???

I hope you fuckin rest fr....

Thank you...

My dream in life to be people's "light" like on some XXXTENTACION shit // he used his popularity and reached out to a lot of people that he doesn't even know that existed...it amazes me...and even after he passed...that's someone what I want to be...

While I thank you...tell me if we are the same person
I wonder why your name was mentioned while I had that whole experience...
Tell me why do we think the same
Tell me why do we do the same shit?
Do you really know of me?
Are you looking down at me

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The whole experience doesn't make anything sense to me...
I need to talk to you in the after life...
Are you apart of me in some type of way??
I have all these questions...
Are we both a product of something greater....?
I wonder if you had same dreams of me
I saw you as my senior
But now my equal...