LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION)

Real Friends

Have this song on fuckin repeat...
I'm tired of everyone
Why don't niggas understand
Like I literally have no one to talk to at school
None of the people I consider as my "close friends"
It's whatever on god...
They fuckin know how I feel about shit
My life and my fuckin feelings
I feel fuckin alone...
Niggas know the situation
They know how it makes me feel
They don't give a fuck...next you on my side then you're gone
Defending the shit you were backing me up on
It hurts...knowing you have no one to talk to
None of them mfs you consider as friends...
Everything is for show I guess...
Knowing you CANT FUCKIN COME TO YOUR OWN FRIENDS ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL
MAYBE SOMEONE YOU DIDNT EVEN TRY TO TALK TO
BUT I KNOW THAT IT WONT BE NO DIFFERENT
WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT SO MANY TIMES BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER
NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES WE TRY AND WORK IT OUT
THIS FRIENDSHIP WILL NOT WORK
IT WONT COME BACK WHERE IT WAS
And you think this friend you had it wont be no different
Anxiously trying to talk to them
Scared and worried because you know after all those hours and minutes after you venting and then agreeing it won't matter...
It'll appeal to you after it benefited you
It could...
It can
But after when you keep tryin they'll give up
You don't want someone you care about judge you
It hurts...
And niggas don't understand
I can say "imma make them understand"
Or "imma cut them off"
But despite everything y'all went through you can't do that
It's hard...
You'll think that we can work it out then obviously we're back to square one
IT WONT FUCKING WORK ANYMORE
I CAN KEEP SAYING WHATEVER BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT THIS FUCKIN SITUATION...
IT HURTS...
WHY DOESNT ANYONE UNDERSTAND
I CAN SAY I NEED NEW FRIENDS BUT
HOW THE FUCK I DO KNOW IT WONT BE THE SAMETHING
BEFORE I CAN CLEAR SEE IT WAS GOING DOWNHILL
ME AND ONE OF MOST OF MY FRIENDS WILL FUCKIN FALL OFF
One thing my father was right today...on Saturday 27th of April
I don't have friends
No one is not really my friend
They are fake and non existent...
It hurts too much to the point that I don't even wanna go to school
Reason why friends II isn't finished...

I WANT FUCKIN FRIENDS THAT RIDE WITH ME
UNTIL THE FUCKIN WHEELS FALL TF OFF...

ITS FUCKIN FUNNY...
TOO FUCKIN FUNNY TO THE POINT WHERE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO TYPE
HOW THE FUCK YOU WANNA BELIEVE WHAT ANYONE TELLS YOU
WHY TF YOU SO GULLIBLE??
I DONT NEED THAT OTHER BITCH COMING UP TO ME TRYNA ADD ON SHIT
WHO WERE THE THREE??
AND WHY TF KAM DIDNT STEP IN TRYNA HELP ANYTHING OUT???
LIKE I GIVE A FUCK YOU LIKE ME OR NOT
DONT KNOW WHAT I DID TO MAKE YALL NIGGAS SO UPSET
I DONT CARE WHAT TF YOU FEEDING YOURSELF TO MAKE YOU LIKE ME
NIGGAS ARE TOO GULLIBLE
YALL WILL BELIEVE ANYTHING WHATS TOLD TO YOU
I WAS ALREADY THINKING HOW REAL MY FRIENDS ARE
DONT EVEN HAVE ANY FRIENDS...
I NEED TO BLOW UP AND NOT BE HERE WITH YALL
THERES NO POINT OF TRYNA FUCKIN MAKE ANYTHING BETTER
DESPITE WHATEVER I TELL YALL
IT DOESNT MATTER

Your own "friends" won't support you on nothing
You have to be on your own