MINE // JENLISA

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JENNIE POV

Seriously what's wrong with me? Why can't I have children? Why isn't it working for me? I'm sick of the comments , my biggest dream is to be a mother and yet it won't work for me.

"Babe? babe their gone , I'm so sorry about that" he gets into the bathroom and then he comes out and comes behind me , he wraps his arms around me as he kisses me.

"God I'm so sorry , If I say anything to mom you know what she's like 'oh you love your wife more than me' all of that bullshit" he whispers and I know what he means

"It's okay baby" I murmur

"God I'd die for you , you have no clue how much I love you" he kisses my neck and then his hands travel down to my entrance.

I sigh as I remove his hand "not tonight Lucas , I'm not feeling it" i close my eyes tight. "I love you" he whispers before he kisses my cheek and then falls asleep beside me.

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"That's fine , I can do that , yes" Lucas says to his boss early in the morning which woke me up , he had to speak loud as ever

"Another business trip?" I ask him

"Yeah my boss wants me to go for a business trip , ask your lesbian friends to stay over?" he says as he stands at the mirror doing his tie

"Jisoo and Rosé" I huff as I cross my arms

"Yeah them , ask them to stay , I don't like your friend Irene or Nayeon don't invite them over" he turns and grabs his briefcase

"All these years , since high school you hate Irene , it doesn't make sense baby" I shake my head , I'm sitting on our bed , I have work later on , Lucas always leaves before me.

"Babe I'm telling you the girl is in love with you , I have a good eye for these things , she always tried to break us two up , you threw such a blind eye to it but I notice these things babe , because I care about you and I love you" he walks up to me and pecks my lip

"I'm sure that wasn't the case but how long is your trip?" i respond as I follow him to our kitchen.

"Just 3 days , you'll be okay right?" He turns to me and walks in my direction , I'm sitting on the island of our kitchen , he wraps my legs around his waist and I smile into another kiss he gives me

"I'll try to be okay" i fake whine which makes him laugh.

"Turn your data on when your outside Jen , you know I get scared" he sighs , he has a tracking device on my phone because he's always worried about me , If I'm home even a bit late he calls me none stop.

"Yes yes I will babe don't worry" i smile

"Alright well I'm off" he takes his briefcase and his backpack and I watch him leave.

Once he's gone I text the girls groupchat.

Jennie: GUESS WHO HAS A FREE HOUSE?

Jisoo: IDK YOU?

Jennie: Yes , come and stay over!! All of yous?

Irene: Is it okay if I bring my friend over?

Jennie : Have you met my husband?

Irene : OH PLS , u have become so lame , you r a grandma since you got married

Jennie: what can I say 🤦🏽‍♀️ who is this friend?

Irene : names Lisa , she's my dance teacher and she's hot

Jennie : omg Lucas will kill me , hell no!!

Irene : it's for me not for you, why is he always so insecure , have you cheated on him before

Jennie : I must of in my past life for him to be this scared

Jisoo: he's a lil bitch

Nayeon; Is Irene and Lisa dating?

Irene : yeah pretty much! I want her to meet my friends

Rosé: wow

Jisoo: wow and I thought u kinda

Jisoo; sort of

*jennie removed jisoo*

Rosé: thank god

Nayeon: what was she gonna say?😂

Irene : yeah what was she gonna say?

Jennie ; idek ANYWAYS bring your gf to my house but make sure none of y'all post any snapchats of her in it and IN OUR HOUSE because you have him on snapchat and he's gonna kill me

Rosé: omg that means I have to look presentable ffs , I was gonna come in my pyjamas

Jennie : you got Jisoo why do you need to dress up for Lisa?

Rosé : it's common courtesy duh

Jennie ; well I'm not dressing up

Irene : no I already told Lisa my friends are tramps

Nayeon: thanks a lot!

Irene : GUYS ACTUALLY DRESS UP , she might be creeped out when she walks into a pyjama party

Nayeon; she might ask to borrow Jennie's pyjamas

Irene ; Lisa's like 6ft it will look like a bikini for her

Jennie ; is she actually 6ft?

Irene ; I think so , something like that , but she's tall

Rosé : So tonight everyone in Jendeuks

Jennie ; yeah I finish work at 8 so be there for 9 x

Rosé : okay babes I love you

Jennie : ok 👍🏽

Rosé: 🥺 oh

Jennie : I LOVE YOU TOO OMG

Rosé: 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

*jennie added Jisoo to the groupchat*

Before I leave I gotta turn on all security cameras for my paranoid husband , then I look in the mirror , and sigh.

God imagine me with a pregnant stomach , look how small I am.

I lift my top and turn sideways as I pull my stomach as far out as I am. Then I huff loudly in annoyance

"God your so thin , would you even be able to carry a baby?" I say to myself

I shake my head when I realise what I'm doing and then I put my jacket on and leave the house.