MINE // JENLISA

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JENNIE POV

Lisa: How is my baby?

Jennie : Okay

Lisa: not you btw my baby in ur belly

Jennie : I knew that

Lisa: have you eaten?

Jennie: not yet , I'm out with Jisoo and Rosé

Lisa: look at the time? shouldn't you be home , dad told me Lucas is fine , he should be home

Jennie : so?

Lisa: that's ur hubby

Jennie: I'm gonna speak to him when I get home

Lisa: what you gonna tell him?

Jennie ; the truth , there's no point in me lying , I'm having ur baby

Lisa: what if he gets mad

Jennie: he ofc will be mad , but he's never raised his hands on me in his life

Lisa: then when the convo is done are you gonna come upstairs to me?

Jennie : I don't know you seem pretty mad at me

Lisa : You know what's crazy , my mom was going to put me in the same high school as you but then my dad made us move houses so I moved to the one near my house , but imagine I could of married you first

Jennie : is that what your thinking about right now? 🥺

Lisa: ofc I'm going crazy , I hate that I'm waiting for this ass to get out of the picture , I'm trying so hard to be patient I know it's not easy for you but after last night I feel more in love with you , like you belong to me now sort of thing? not a psycho possessive way like Lucas claims you but you know

Jennie: Lisa I'm so scared

Lisa: of what? Who do I have to kill

Jennie : I'm scared of you , you deserve so much better , I don't get what and why you want me , I fucking am so confused , to this day , I know how much you love me , I truly do but I don't understand it , i can't wrap it around my head why someone like you would want me

Lisa : shut up , all you need to know is I love you , I love you a lot and that's never gonna change , I told you that you are it for me , even if it takes 5/6 years for you to finally understand , I won't stop till I get my lady.

Jennie: you don't have to wait , I'm going to speak to him today okay

Lisa: god damn you make me smile too much Jennie Kim

Jennie: and you make my heart beat way too fast Ms Manoban , who gave you so much confidence

Lisa: my heart told me to go for it , that's my woman , I didn't care who tf is involved , you make my heart beat like crazy Kim , even if it's been 2 months feels like I've known you forever

Jennie : you are gonna be the best parent ever , but you better discipline our child , not join in when he or she does silly things

Lisa : hey mommy throws water balloons at people from her balcony but you wanna discipline our child , you are a bad influence on me

I couldn't help but smile at my phone when I was messaging her , even through this chaos , and even knowing tonight will be insane when I tell Lucas , it's best I do tell him what's going on.

I think it's also best if Jisoo tells Lucas she's having his baby as well even though I think that should be saved for another day , that's a whole other story , right now I gotta tell him I don't want to be with him. I won't straight away move in with Lisa , I want my house that I live in , I've never moved out since Lucas and I earned a lot because I loved this place.

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After a long night I'm back home , I went to my room to find Lucas in bed , ever so casually.

I take a deep breath as I go through the cupboard to pull out some clothes before I get in the shower.

"Jennie?"

"Yeah" I awkwardly respond

"You'll never leave me right? like I know I've fucked around but I've tried to change for you? you know Lisa is dating your best friend Irene baby? you know she's playing with you both" he wraps his arms around me tightly

I forgot about irene , but even still , I realised how much love I've lost for Lucas.

"Lucas let go" I take a deep breath "I'm sorry" I walk past him but he speed walks as he literally stops me from going into the bathroom

"You can't do that Jennie , you won't leave me for Lisa , when did this fucking happen , oh my god is that why you turned the cameras off?" He grabs my wrist as he pushes me to the wall

"Lucas what the fuck are you doing let me shower"

I didn't turn those cameras off for Lisa , I turned them off because I hated that he was over the top , he never let me breathe.

"Do you not love me anymore? just because I drink and smoke? your love for me was that weak? you went to Lisa?" He looks at me with disgust , my heart aches for him , I truly feel guilty especially because he knew if Lisa wasn't in the picture I would of endured his stupidity and tolerated it my whole life , when Lisa entered she showed me she was better and what I needed.

"I'm gonna kick you in the balls , I'm pregnant and I'm feeling sick and I can smell weed on your breath , let go of me" he immediately let's go of me as he begins sobbing , I couldn't comfort him as I ran to the bathroom and just threw up.

I was so sensitive to smells , so many times I thought I was gonna throw up , I also craved Lisa's mom's food , but right now I just got into the shower and prepared to sleep on the couch.