MINE // JENLISA

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JENNIE POV

"It's fine , it's fine" I take a deep breath as Lucas stands at my doorstep apologising.

"Can I come inside?" He comes inside anyways.

"Destroyed the cameras I see?" He looks around

"Yeah" i turn and smile awkwardly at him

"I'm moving back now Jennie , We can't have babies , I have a medical condition , I got myself checked and apparently my sperm is a bit faulty" he takes a deep sigh and looks at me in worry , I try my best to not make him feel bad about it , that's it basically.

No children for me , I'm just gonna have to adopt , I'll never get the feeling of holding my own baby in my stomach but I'll love my adopted child just as much.

"That's fine , I'm gonna get ready for work" I smile as I turn and walk to my room. I felt like my chest went tighter , I kept my sobbing in , I kept my tears in because I know he'll feel bad.

Jisoo : we are in Lisa's house , she lives near my cousins , small world

Rosé : her house is so nice btw

Jennie : LOL sounds nice

Jisoo: she asked why the hot one wasn't here I said bitch I'm right here

Jennie : you damn right

Jisoo: but I think she was referring to you

Jennie: noooooo why'd you say that ?

Jisoo: I don't know but anyways , we're gonna play monopoly with her , I hope you don't think we are bad friends

Jennie ; wtf she isn't my ex , have fun

Rosé; she told us 'if your messaging Jennie tell her to come here'

Jennie : tell her I said hell no

Rosé : why not?

Jennie: this Lisa?

Rosé : yup , come to my house now or else 😤

Jennie : no I'm at work , I've got to prepare a lot of things and I'm not in the mood for board games

Rosé : what has u so down sweetheart ☹️

Jennie: goodbye

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By the time it was evening , I stayed back for work because I had too much to do , I then left to go home , I opened my house door to find Lucas , Lisa , Rosé and Jisoo just chilling in my apartment.

"How was work babe?" Lucas turns to me

"No one talk to me" I groan as I drop my handbag to the floor

I could hear Lisa snicker at my exhausted and angered face

I walk like a zombie to my room , Lisa is in my house with Lucas , didn't they argue?

I smell disgusting , holy shit. Ew is that me?

I rush into the shower room and give myself a clean.

"Do you ever just let your vagina hair grow?" Rosé asks

"Oh my god is the door unlocked what the fuck" i gasp as Jisoo follows her in

"No we used a knife to unlock it , but anyways , what is the tea?" Rose asks as she turns to my direction , Jisoo sits beside her

"I don't know you guys tell me"

"Well we are gonna discuss it in the living room , that's why us four are here" Jisoo adds

"Oh no it sounds worrying" I felt nervous all of a sudden , Lucas doesn't know about Lisa right?

"It isn't worrying Nini don't worry" Jisoo smiles as she gives me the towel and then they follow me as they watch me change.

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"Okay so us four have been here for over an hour or so discussing this" Jisoo says

I roll my eyes , I'm too sleepy so whatever they need to say they need to say.

"What? Tell me?" I cross my arms and legs , I notice Lisa's eyes on me , I can't believe she's so bold , even the way she sits back more comfortably on my sofa.

"Well basically my cousin works in a IVF treatment centre , he said that Wednesday is the day they're less busy" Rosé announces

Oh my god , how could I forget IVF? That was my last route.

"So basically Lisa will be a sperm donor whilst I carry the baby the first time round" Jisoo let's me know.

"Lisa? your okay with giving your sperm?" I was literally confused , Lisa is a loving person , it won't be easy for her to see her child and just be okay with it

"Yeah sure they said I'm allowed to come and visit my son or daughter whenever"

"We picked her because SHES TALL and strong so that means it will pass down to our child" rose squeezes Lisa's arms and I just nod with a look of confusion.

"See babe? We can have our own family now" Lucas smiles as he pulls me and kisses my forehead

"Do you agree to do that though Jennie?" Lisa looks at me , I know she doesn't want me to have a child with him , it changes everything for her

"Yeah of course" i smile as I stand up and walk to my kitchen.

"Are you upset we chose Lisa? Honestly Jennie we'll choose someone else , I have another friend who said he'd do it" Jisoo follows me and shuts the kitchen door

"What the fuck Jisoo? Are you crazy? You can pick whoever you want , I'm married don't forget , I just can't believe this stuff is actually gonna happen , we're gonna go together like we always said we will , it's a bit overwhelming" I fan myself

"This is actually crazy? We can have a baby shower party , or oh my fucking god we could dress our babies as super hero's this is gonna be so amazing Jennie" Jisoo rambles on

I tried my best to fake my happiness , god why wasn't I happy , I should be excited as ever , that's what Lucas and I always argue about.