JENNIE POV
"So what happened?" The girls ask me in the car
"Well I clearly said to her Lisa has kissed me on my cheeks , she's flirted with me , I said the fuck me eyes too , I said she looked at my neon lime thong , GIRLS I SAID EVERYTHING and do you know what this fool said back?" I rant to them as Jisoo drives and I sit in the back
"What?" Jisoo asks
"She said 'oh no it's just a Thailand thing , she's just really friendly , people mistaken her kindness for flirting often' i mimic irene's voice "I was thinking shall I backhand you"
"God , she's probably so in love with Lisa , she just doesn't wanna believe it" I sigh heavily , now I feel bad for irene , she didn't even seem one bit effected.
It's a shame because Lisa is really attractive and her and Irene would make a good couple , Lisa has a good personality apart from being a flirt to me , she's funny.
I guess irene likes that about her , I mean my husband is like a brick wall , he protects me and takes care of me but there's no laughter anymore , I could understand why irene would try to protect that in a way , I bet Lisa makes her laugh.
I make myself laugh and besides I don't know what on earth id do without my two best friends , I thank my lucky stars for having such supportive friends.
"I like Lisa , when she isn't eye fucking Jennie" Rosé randomly says
"Me too , I think she really likes you Jennie" Jisoo responds
"No she doesn't guys , I think this is just one big amusing game for her , think about it , Nayeon is single , Irene is her girlfriend I'm the only one that's married , you two are lesbians so she thought let me fuck around with the married girl" I rant on , my theory might make sense as to why she's flirting with me
"Or because your just fucking hot?" Rosé cuts me off
"No people do this shit Rosé , they like to do things to women they can't date"
"Should we wait outside her work place and beat her up" Jisoo recommends , as much as it's a good idea , the thought of Lisa actually being beaten up will scare me especially because she always smiles , it would be weird for her to be seen without one.
"No offence Jisoo but last time she just flicked you off her back like you were a bogey" I begin bursting out laughing at my own joke as well as Rosé joining in.
"Fuck you , I'm going gym from tomorrow and I'll join you on your daily jogs Jennie" Jisoo responds , we park outside my house and as soon as I enter there's alcohol and the smell of drugs around.
"For fucks sake Lucas" I yell
"Babe the boys came to watch the basketball match , I didn't smoke or drink"
"Out the way , I'm hungry again" Rosé storms off to my kitchen
"Don't lie to me , you clearly smell of drugs , I've asked you so many times not to do this" I sob , all I wanted was him to take care of himself so I can fulfil my dream of becoming a mother and yet he can't listen to one simple instruction
"Babe I'm sorry please don't cry" he tries to wipe my tears but I sob harder
"It's the one thing I've asked you to do , I don't ask you to do house shopping , I don't FUCKING ASK you to pay for ANYTHING , I don't ask you to clean the house up , I do everything FOR YOU , you come home to food on a plate , yet I want a child , I told you not to smoke and you did it" I sob hard this time , why is it so much easier for other women to have babies , do I have a medical condition? I probably do
"Babe it was a one time thing , how many times have you made me stop smoking for you not to get pregnant" he responds back as calmly as possible
"I don't know because I don't know if you actually stopped smoking or not , you've been smoking drugs behind my back when you told me you'll stop" I yell at him as I try to wipe my tears.
Jisoo and Rose silently try and clean up the mess but it made me even more mad.
"No why should you guys do it , you clean up and go to your moms , I don't wanna see you" I say to him as I storm off to my bedroom I hear Lucas yelling out for me but I don't respond.
Jisoo and Rosé follow me , I know they'll stay the night now that I'm upset.
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Lucas : babe I'm sorry , I'm gonna go and get the patches you know that you put on your arm and then we'll complete our family with a beautiful baby , that will have your beautiful eyes I promise
Jennie : how many times have you said this to me? I know you love me and I'm not doubting that but you don't respect me , your younger brother already has a daughter and I don't , imagine how stupid I feel
Lucas : he got that girl pregnant at 16 babe there isn't a comparison to him
Jennie : no Lucas , they're a complete and happy family regardless , and I'm miserable
Lucas : you hate waking up to just me?
Jennie: I feel like I'm just a machine , I keep working and working and coming home and cooking for you and cleaning up after your mess , I'm not a teenager anymore , this shit is tiring
Lucas : babe your right and I'm sorry , thank you for putting up with my stupid ass
Jennie : Don't come home tonight either , I'm mad at you , maybe you don't understand how much I've dreamt of being a mother to my own blood , a child that has my genes , you wouldn't understand it that's why you probably think I'm being dramatic
Lucas : I told you I'm gonna stop smoking for real now , no games or jokes , I'm gonna change for you , I promise , are you home alone? Turn the cameras on at least
Jennie ; fuck off
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MINE // JENLISA
FanfictionLISA G!P Jennie believes bad luck is always on her side until she realised her bad luck was actually a blessing in disguise.
