MINE // JENLISA

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LISA POV

I spent all evening trying to teach my dance group a choreography , Irene insisted I kept on teaching them even though I was exhausted , our YouTube channel has recently gone really big so we are learning new choreographies as much as possible and filming them for our channel.

Going back to my house is quite lonely now that my mom visited Thailand with my father , I lived alone for quite a long time but now it seems different without anyone here when the person I want the most to be here isn't , I'm always missing Jennie , I don't ever want to seem as cringe or clingy but I feel really empty when she isn't around , I just feel miserable , I understand she's with her family so I wouldn't ever want her to feel pressure from me about her coming back.

11.59

Mom: Happy Birthday my sweet child , I love you , your father and I were supposed to come back yesterday but our flight got cancelled and now your father has a little bug , we will celebrate when I'm back I promise you of that , I'm trying hard to come back , I love you , from mom and dad , your dad lost his phone btw and he doesn't know how to text lol.

I chuckle at my phone as I'm sitting outside my building in my car , ready to enter , once I enter the lift I take a big breath as I look at my face , I look exhausted , and my stomach is rumbling , I'll probably just eat cereal and get to bed.

Once the door is unlocked , my home that I had left in a mess is suddenly so clean.

"Happy birthday to Ms Manoban" i turn to see my pretty Jennie sitting on a small table for two , with her chin on her fingers , her long lashes fluttering at me , she knows it's my birthday?

I couldn't help but smile at her , my heart beat suddenly faster upon her arrival , she stands up and walks to me as she pecks my lips , as I was going in for more she stops and places her fingers lightly to my mouth.

"First food , my gut instinct has told me you haven't eaten today" she raises her brows at me

"Fuck you don't know how good it feels to see you , thank you for this Jennie" I cup her cheeks lightly as I peck her lips again, I always get carried away and I guess she did because she didn't stop me this time as I pull her small frame against my body , as I turn my head and mix my tongue with hers in a heated kiss.

"You better stop that" she lightly pushes me as she sits me down on the chair she untucked from the small table for two.

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"I booked for us two to go to Hawaii , just you and I" she smiled awkwardly as she hands me the tickets

Jennie and I having alone time? oh hell yeah , I do a mini victory dance as she begins laughing at me , then she stands up and sits on my lap.

"Lisa , you look exhausted , you are such a hard worker but you don't need to do overtime all the time" I agree , it's making me tired and miserable.

Her hands caress my hair as she then takes off my shirt

"My muscles are so tense , if only a pretty woman with cat eyes could just press them for me" I whine which results into Jennie laughing

"I was planning on doing that actually , but seriously, I know the channel is doing well and I'm so proud of you but you need rest as well , promise me you'll take it easy?" She whispers as she caresses my cheeks

"I promise I will"

"Come on let me massage you to bed and then our flight is in the evening"

I love that she cares about me , I felt complete , emotional to be exact , that Jennie knew it was my birthday and she surprised me , cooked for me and understood I was having a difficult time without me really having to say it , that there is love.

I love her , I couldn't wait to go to Hawaii with her, I kept thanking her , this was a big deal for me , I missed Jennie being around, no one likes to be alone on their birthday I mean if you do I feel bad for you.

But being alone with Jennie I'm winning.

"So no birthday sex?"

"Lisa you can barely keep your eyes open your exhausted , we'll deal with that when we wake up okay get some sleep" she sighs

"No no IM UP , I'm up" I jump up which results in her laughing

"Seriously Lisa?"

"Do I look like I'm joking?"

"Fine but if you fall asleep whilst we're having sex I will be offended"

"I'm so excited to even have you here next to me , I don't think I want to sleep"

"We're going Hawaii , just the two of us and when we come back , I'll be here in this house with you and our baby"

"You'll be here , we can decorate this bedroom however you'd like it to be and we'll change the couch , the fridge , the kettle , the toaster what else Umm" I was cut off by Jennie pressing her lips to mine.

I wasn't going to fall asleep any time soon.

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