◈ KPOP Little Space (BG) ◈

§ 08 - IKON : JEALOUSY §

Caregiver : Jiwon
Little : Hanbin

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Jiwon exhale a deep breath, he stucks at his own music sheet. The rapper of the group isn't focus on his music producing as he stucks at the lyrics. It seems like there's no end to the dark tunnel.

Jiwon is a perfectionist, whenever he sees something is wrong with the music, he can use all the five sense given only to stuck at the monitor screen. Normally, Jiwon only takes a few hours to complete one whole song, but not for this. Something is lacking and he didn't like it.

Jiwon decided to take a short break, he let himself lean back and take a deep breath. Sighing in a mix of agitation and relief, he stretch himself and clearly the sound of his joints clicks in make him feel better. He looks beside only to notice the bed is empty, he was sure that his little one was there a few minutes ago.

He take a look at his hand phone and it's shows 11pm! "What the hell I did?! It was only 6.30pm when I starts my work! This is the real fuck!"

Shit!

Jiwon can hear clearly his little giggles and babble himself, Jiwon stand up and walks to outside and he can't see his baby. But he ensure the little's voice is from the kitchen.

Jiwon come to the kitchen only to see his little is eating happily with the younger brother. He can feel that he's burning with jealously as he can see Hanbin playing with his bear and giggling with June.

Jiwon clear his throat and ask " What's going on here right now?", making the two boys turn to him. He tries to soften his stern voice as he don't want to blow up here.

"Baba!!"

Hanbin jumping excitedly and hug his caregiver with the widest smile he can wear while ignoring the other caregiver that silently watch both of them. "What are you doing bunny?"

"Eat! Binnie feel small and Junnie come home, so Junnie cook and Binnie eat!"

Jiwon hug his baby while looking at June, asking for a goddamn answer why Hanbin with him. It was clear that Hanbin miss his Baba but instead of looking at his little, Jiwon chose to keep staring at June.

June already clean up the mess and he did a little dishwashing before come out to Jiwon. June looks at Hanbin and Jiwon back and forth, Hanbin's expression while Jiwon is full with the dark cold expression. He walks away while rolled his eyes seeing Jiwon's expression.

"Kim Hanbin.. Why you didn't tell me you were feeling little? ", Jiwon asked in the most stern and deep voice ever. Hanbin didn't like this.

"What?", Hanbin bubbly smile drop dead, his caregiver didn't like this and only now he realise it. This is such a stupid mistake.

Jiwon stare at Hanbin, " You know you supposed to tell me whenever you feel like little and not running to the nearest person available?", each word laced with venom and undeniable jealously.

June startle, he can't accept this. "Stop it - ", June snapped, cut off by Jiwon. The older look at him.

"And you! Did you really need to do this? Seriously?!", June didn't have an idea why Jiwon is so booming right now.

He's literally likes a ticking bomb, " Did you really need to prove to Hanbin, that you're better than me?"

"What?! Maybe if you're really care for him, you should realise Hanbin leave your room after you leave him hanging for four hours! He literally create a mess in the kitchen for a bowl of cereal! ", June argued, stepping in with knitted eyebrows. He's furious with Jiwon, "I just came back here cause I leave my things and I saw him struggled for a cereal and I won't leave him alone like you did!"

Hanbin realize the tension is building up, he let go his grip onto Jiwon and take a few steps back while clunching his hand together. He choose to backing away from his primary caregiver slightly, afraid that Jiwon might blow up.

"Don't you ever tell me that I don't care!"

"Oh yeah?! Tell me then!"

"I've been!!"

"For the last few months I've been sucking my ass to finish all the songs for the album and each member solo song! Yet, I didn't get a single thank you from you guys! And you still dare to pull out the card I didn't do anything?!", Jiwon spat out his anger.

Hanbin break free from the arguement, he didn't like this. Both of them looks like they can kill each other within a minute. Hanbin sit down, shutting his eyes tightly and close his ears from listening to the bickering and suddenly the noise of arguement faded away.

"Binnie.. Binnie bunny..", June dropped into his knee and slowly stroking the little's hair and he is tremble in fear. "Hye.. Hye.. It's okay cutie.. Shhh.. You gonna be fine.. Shh~"

June pulls the little into his hug and patting him slowly, trying his best to make Hanbin at ease and didn't tremble himself again. Jiwon is freeze, he just stare blankly to Hanbin and June before kneeling down. Rubbing Hanbin's back slowly and then he lift his head.

"Hyung.."

Jiwon look at the younger, " I don't want to fight with you Hyung, and I'm sure you're in the same cloud with me. "

Jiwon shook his head, their arguement won't bring them anywhere instead it's just gonna hurt Hanbin deeper.

" I know you've been working hard. All your hard work, - we all know - and to be honest we're thankful for that. But since the day you choose to be the main caregiver for Hanbin Hyung, you own the responsibilities Hyung. I know it's tough and both of you have the rules to do and what not but, Hanbin choose to stayed behind just to spend his day with his caregiver when he just can go home to his family. This isn't his fault Hyung.."

June explained well, " And as for me, I simply help him as I am here. As simple as that, and I don't try to prove to him that I can do better than you in the eyes of Hanbin Hyung. I just simply help both of you.."

Jiwon is strucks by the words, he finaly come to his sense. "I'm sorry June.."

June let out a smile and bent down himself, he peaks at Hanbin that giggling in his hug, the little didn't cry more as before.

Jiwon bent a bit more and peck Hanbin's lip and nuzzle his nose with the baby. It cause a laughter break free from the little.

"Baba is sorry bunny.. I shouldn't mad at you or June.. I also was wrong leaving you alone when I promise you tons of thing. Can you forgive Baba? Please my little wind flower.."

June chuckles as he see the interaction between the two. Hanbin giggle when Jiwon tickle him on his waist causing a high note shrieking volume up. The baby is giggling with his caregiver his face shows everything.

"Forgiven? Did you forgive me Baba? ", Jiwon ask again, and looks at his baby.

"Otayy! Forgiven!"

Jiwon hug the baby tighter and shower him with tons of kisses. " I love you baby! "

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