He was just sobbing hard,
After getting the same warmth in the painful and saddened phase of life again, after years he felt like melting down completely in her warmth. He felt like taking out all the pain if years in her embrace.
What exactly was happening, was unknown to both of them.
"Shhh..relax" Gauri said as he sobbed silently not even making a sound of his single sob. She was hugging him, holding him by his shoulder and he hid himself in her arms almost ,with his upper half in her lap.
Gauri wanted to leave,but she didn't rather she couldn't.
Her heart was melting down seeing him like this. But why? Isn't he the same man who she thought,has cheated upon her? Isn't he the same man who ditched her and caused her pain? Yes he's the same, but she still just couldn't let him cry alone. She knew he needs someone,may be he needs her at that very moment?
Thanks to god,that the place they were seated in, no one was there.... May god too wanted them to spend their " Us time" And talk out everything and resolve all those bloody misunderstandings?
Omakra was crying forgetting everything,she was trying to pacify him but suddenly something clicked to his mind. He pulled away from her suddenly yet he wasn't pacified of crying but he broke the hug.
Isn't she the same woman,who left me years ago, putting those bloody accusations just because of some misunderstandings?
Isn't she the one,who left me dying years ago?
And today is she's here,trying to sooth my sobs?
Why the hell is she here?
Omkara thought keenly looking into gauri's eyes. While she was looking at him confused as the way he pulled away,she was quite bewildered as well as worried for him. She stared into his eyes which were red and puffy because of crying.
Both of them didn't feel any hate for each other at that moment....
They were so lost in each other trying to analyse what was just happening in their lives.
"Are you...okay? " Gauri broke the silence seeking Omkara's attention. Her voice,at that time indeed reflected care for him.
Omkara's heart gave up he sat straight lowering his head and let his tears fall down as he realised,anu is going to die.
His fresh tears rolled down through his cheeks,as if his heart was waiting for gauri to ask him if he's okay.
"Yeah... I'm ....sorry" Omkara managed to speak in his merely audible voice. He at that time wanted gauri to go away ,he wasn't able to meet his eyes with hers.
What was i doing? Aghhh what the hell did i do? I shouldn't have forgotten that she's the same woman who --- aghhhh
Why the heck,couldn't i control my emotions!
Omkara's mind cursed him.
It's just he couldn't control over his emotions,in front of her.
Gauri,unknowingly kept her hand at his shoulder again asking if he's really okay. But he awkwardly stood up. He wasn't liking her "this side" Coz he again didn't want to keep high expectations,as it hurts af when they break!
"No...nothing "
Omkara said,but this time he sounded different. Gauri too realised the change in his voice.
He was feeling little suffocated. He took long breath as he felt short of them. Due to continuous crying,he felt difficulty in breathing. Crying too exhausts him very much and since he's Asthma patient he couldn't bear it in anyway.
