Omkara.... Come inside.... Its getting...cold gauri said approaching him towards the balcony where he was still standing,his eyes were moist. The weather got little colder.
Omkara turned back,sparing a glance at her he came inside, followed by her.
So....Anything else..... you wanna say? He said suddenly ,breaking that awkward silence in the room . Gauri looked at him and then at the clock . The clock stroke 11:00 pm. He observed her every bit.
It's.... It's too late... You should....sleep gauri said,looking at her confused, if she should continue the conversation further or not?
Well, her heart felt a little bit relaxed talking to him. But yet everything has not been talked to him! And she needs to do it as soon as possible.
Deep inside she wanted,to end all the pain, and talk out everything, tonight only! Even if it cost a night's sleep to her. But she wasn't sure about him.
If he could handle anymore,recalling those worst memories .
Huh! You're right....It's too late... already he let out a humorless chuckle ,what he said and in which sense, she did understand it very well. It hit her heart,but what else she could do? She had no choice right now, other than listening to whatever he said, silently.
Omkara.... What do..... you.... mean? she whispered painfully looking at him.
Why the hell does he always try to make her feel more guilty about everything! What the hell is the problem with him? Even now when she is trying to solve everything,he still at times taunts her,and makes her feel worst ! Aghhh! ....is he doing all this intentionally or just it's just happening in the heat of emotions?
Huh! How does it even matter.... What i....mean....
He uttered in merely audible voice. But Gauri did hear him what he said.
Sleep...he said coldly, without paying any such attention at her. And arranged his pillow just when he jerked as she pulled him towards her, by his arm.
She was frustrated by now.
Why do you think , it's only you who is in pain?
What the hell is your problem? Omkara....
Why are you .....being so stubborn to..... make any effort from your side?
You can only see your pain, your suffering,your emotions!
What about other's feelings? ....Huh!!
Really you can't see my side ?
Or are you just.... pretending to be so.... unaffected?
She roared in frustration, holding his collars jerking him hard! He stumbled a little,but kept staring at her. She too looked into his eyes.
For that moment, their voices vanished , heart beats raised high and eyes spoke to each other.
Answer me dammit! Answer...me.... She shouted
Shaking him hard and cried resting her forehead upon his chest .
He stayed silent,letting her cry for a while,though he neither dared to take her into his embrace,but nor did he pull away .
Why? Is the old Omkara, coming outta shell ?
Omkara... I'm tired... I really am..... Please.... Let's end this pain....
Please....
I know you too.... are tired of this hurtful ....feeling!
She mumbled still sobbing on his chest, which could feel her warm tears of pain , making it wet.
He held her by her shoulders and made her look at him. The next moment his expressions changed and pinning her to the wall,he gritted his teeth and asked - what if anu had never sent that letter? Would you still have....come back to me ?
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