Omkara...... Said gauri, going close to him. She held his hand and clasped their palms tightly.
I'm waiting for you..... to say something! She said ,seeking his attention. He suddenly looked at her and smiled a little.
Gauri....how strange is it,right?
When one wants to say something ,no one listens to him . But when he embraces silence, everyone forces him to talk.
Omkara said,in very casual manner as if he's talking to her with normalcy but gauri knew theseq words of him, indicate exactly their situation of past.
He wanted to talk that time , she didn't listen and now when he has given up, she's here asking him to say something!
Gauri did feel bad. But,again the question is what else to do?
May be that's how..... we realise the importance of things, when they actually aren't with us ? She said with her crying voice. Their eyes were locked for a while. Gauri sighed and again said - Omkara.... I know it's not easy.... But it isn't even impossible.... Right? She had so much of hope in her eyes.
Gulping down the saliva, and wiping away the tears from the corner of his eyes, he looked at her again. His eyes reflected a very different kind of emotion which couldn't be put into mere words. Those mixed up emotions of anger and pain along with love, it felt like the bittersweet taste of something.
Gauri....
Forgetting is difficult but you know , remembering is worse. He said coldly.
But Omkara --- gauri couldn't complete,as Omkara cut her off with his words full of frustrating feelings.
But what gauri?
Do u think i don't wanna try?
Or is it easy?
No!!!!!!
It's not easy... It's absolutely not.
Everytime i look at you , those things come across my mind.
Your words,your accusations everything messes up with me.
I lose my control over my emotions!
Gauri looked at him stunned. She did realise that all what he has been bottling up inside him, was ready to come out. God knows how much destruction would it cause.
She could see it coming from him. He was almost bursting out.
Everytime i see you , i could only hear those words you said that day.
It pains a lot gauri.... It really pains a lot.... Those accusations start echoing in my ears....
Your emotionless eyes ,i witnessed that day - they come in front of my eyes. And it breaks me more.
Tell me....how to forget that? Tell me gauri.... He shouted crying yet angrily.
Do you even realise that how I spent more than two years of my life, thinking that i wasn't a good husband enough to get my wife rid off her insecurities.
I was cursing myself , for being unable to make my wife feel secure about her man.
You know....i thought how i failed as your man.
Gauri....you don't realise how much does it break me thinking about your words.
I was angry upon myself , for i couldn't love my woman enough to make her trust upon her man.
I failed....i absolutely failed.... Didn't i?
I failed in front of those fucking misconceptions which overpowered your mind....your trust.....and your love for me.
He said angrily,his eyes continued crying, so did hers.
I do realise omkara....and i really want to make everything fine.... I'm saying sorry again. She said cupping his face,making him look into her eyes.
