(Flashback continued from prev chapter)
Gauri was sitting in her cabin,after Angel's birth.
Her heart and mind were fighting a battle. She was hell confused as just her heart was occupied with some assumptions!
May be she's thinking too much? She sighed.
But one thing she noticed was that Omkara was not there After Angel was born. There was some other lady probably Ananya's mother.
She went towards the room where Ananya and Angel were kept,to check upon both. She was about to enter the room just when she stopped hearing ananya talking to her mom sobbing.
"Maa...why didn't he come? I wanted him by my side" Ananya almost cried to her mother. While her mother was trying to pacify her.
"Beta...he...he came... Ah...he did come...he was outside.... Ah...may...be he...he could not see you in pain that's why he didn't come inside " Gauri heard ananya's mother say so. But she also noticed how her mother was stammering a little,as if she's trying to cover up for something.
"Doctor said no one was outside , don't lie maa" Ananya sobbed
"Beta...no he came...he was outside waiting for you....but he left due to an emergency"
Gauri was still hearing their convo.
But gauri shrugged away every thought and just one thing hit her was."He came....he was outside"
She recalled only one man i.e Omkara and who is no where to be seen here now.
"It's means Omkara is---" .... Gauri thought and felt hurt. By now her mind was already filled with hell lot of misunderstandings and weird thoughts about Omkara. How dare he cheat me behind my back,gauri's anger increased thinking so.
But again she was unknown to tha fact that if she lets these misunderstandings to hover her mind, she is gonna destroy something so precious.
Gauri gathered courage and finally went to check upon the mother and baby. But looking at Ananya now gave her a feeling of disgust.
Gauri left angrily to home, after crying for long in her cabin.
How dare he....how dare he cheat me.... I thought he's a good man but he.... Broke my faith in him.
All this while he was showing his loving side to me , but today i knew how bloody cheat he is.
Gauri sobbed angrily driving back to home.
(FB ends)
Gauri didn't realise when she fell asleep,thinking about past.
Her alarm clock rang multiple times disturbing her deep sleep. She flickered her eyes , and saw the time. 7:00 am it showed.
She opened her eyes and realised that she slept sitting only. She stood up,not before picking up the photo frame she kept aside in anger last night. But she didn't look at it as she didn't want to spoil her mood in the morning itself,by looking at it and recalling anything from past.
"Forgetting is difficult,but remembering is worse. "
You cannot just forget everything with a blink of eye,it sometimes takes lifetime to come out of some shells .
And remembering is even worse.... everytime your mind remembers , it brings hell lot of pain of those haunting memories.
Gauri kept the frame back into her almirah and went to start her new day peacefully.
But peace is far away,she couldn't even get a normal breath for a moment.