Gauri stood silent as his words hit her ears.
All this,what was going on between them, was not argument or fight,but it was that much needed conversation which was supposed to be held earlier .
They both were angry,upset and crying, but they were not fighting with each other,rather fighting together with all those bad memories trying to heal each other and helping let go off every damn painful feelings.
The more the things come out, the more they both will be free of their burden. Especially,Omkara as he has been living with so much , bottled up inside his heart. He needs to empty his heart from all those feelings, breaking the shell he has created around his heart to prevent any heartbreak and escape from being hurt and losing again.
One cannot move on , unless he sets himself free from the past.
The more your heart is filled with past memories (especially bad ones) , the lesser it allows space for new things, experiences and moments in life. And as a result you end up losing all those beautiful things ahead.
"Omkara... I accept i was wrong.... And i am really very sorry" Gauri said looking at him, while he looked back!
For a second everything stopped,as the eyes met and talked their hearts out. The longing was clearly visible to both them, in each other's eyes.
Her eyes had that apologetic feeling while his had the forgiving one.
"I'm not saying you were wrong, i never said it. What hurts me till date.... is that why weren't I given a chance to speak.... gauri? Why weren't I given a chance to explain myself ? " Omkara said throwing his hands in air as an expression of anger and hurt.
Gauri stood silent listening to him.
I just want to know ...why? Omkara aksed after a while, he found her staring at him.
"Omkara... My mind was numb,i had no idea what to do,how to react.... I....was..... --" and she felt herself at the loss of words as she exactly couldn't explain him that how she felt,thinking of losing her man. How she felt thinking him cheating upon her.
She just cannot explain it how heart felt,thinking of him being of other woman. And she just couldn't put it into words, how she felt even with just a thought of being away from him. .
Gulping down the saliva and suppressing her cry,she continued - " I don't know Omkara...how should i tell you.... But yes i accept i was jealous... Thinking about sharing you killed me.... I don't know how i sound,but yes....i just couldn't bear it.
My anger reached at its peak ,thinking about you hiding about Anu. And then whenever you used to go to her, leaving....me i used to feel more upset. Her calls her messages....just started frustrating me more . I... I'm sorry. But..... --Aghhh i don't know what to say.... Omkara."
Gauri managed to complete somehow.
"But this feeling was of those days, now i know how badly i misjudged everything, how badly i assumed things. " She said, explaining him the other side quickly.
I hid about Ananya from you? Seriously?
I used to leave you, rushing to her? Really?
Omakra said,questionably looking at her without blinking.
"No you didn't." He heard her say crying.
"No i did gauri....Why are your denying now?" He said.
"Omkara....." She sobbed.
I don't know if you remember, but let me remind you again, that day when i was talking to Sahil, scolding him for missing out our wedding ceremony, you were there. Weren't you?
Flashback ---------------------------------------------------
(It was just few days to their marriage: )
'Come on Sahil... I'm not gonna forgive you both...okay... This is not done!
How can you both do this to me! ' Omkara said as he was on call with someone. His voice was little stern yet calm as if he was scolding someone .
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Sahil - Arey Omi...sorry na... I can explain.
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"No i won't listen to any excuses now" He said again
"And where's your angel madam! Tell her I'm not gonna talk to her too. You both idiots!
You missed your best friend's wedding....come on didn't you get a bigger sin to commit." Omkara chided , pacing back and forth in his room.
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Sahil - angel madam is already scared from you...we got stuck at last moment....sorry omi.
Okay please send your pictures of wedding please!
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"No...i won't send at all... This is your punishment....and I don't know anything...you and your angel madam, both stupid heads. I'll see you both .... You can't escape from me. I'm gonna pull both of your ears you wait,till we meet. " Omkara said .
Sahil - okay boss... We are ready for punishment...but accept the sorry for now... Please...
"Okay fine... By the way how's life going on with your angel madam? Does she let you live peacefully? " Omkara laughed saying so, just when he saw gauri coming inside the room.
Sahil- haha you got it bro.... Okay omi...i have to go... Will see you later okay..
Bye..
And sorry once again.
"Byeeee idiot...and say hii to your angel madam from my side " Omkara cut the call saying so.
What happened,who you were scolding? Gauri smiled saying so. She was busy doing something in the almirah,while Omkara took a seat on the recliner.
I was talking to sahil - omkara Said while she looked at him confused as she doesn't know who he was talking about?
Ahh..Nothing....just my two idiot best friends.... Sahil and his wife...angel madam, i mean anu How dare they not come to my wedding. Omkara said, being busy scrolling his Tabscreen , while she was listening to him doing her work.
"Oh...but no best friends would do so...they must had been really stuck somewhere. You shouldn't scold them." Gauri said looking at him.
But still I'm angry.... Huh! I'll see them both! He said .
Gauri laughed at the way he pouted making faces.
May god save them - gauri said chuckling.
"Anyways, they live in another city,but we'll visit them once we get a chance. Aghh i can't wait to see and pull their ears!" Said omkara ,And they both laughed.
Flashback ends------------------------------------------
Gauri closed her eyes,letting those tears roll down through her cheeks. " Yes...i was " She whispered.
"So how did you think i hid about anu?" He asked her. While she was silent.
She still was standing silent,but got startled as he said in a little louder tone. " Come on dammit!! Now tell me? I'm here to talk every damn thing...so don't be silent." He said.
"I was really confused.... Since i couldn't meet anu and sahil." Gauri couldn't complete her sentence ,as he spoke. "And if you gonna tell me that you forgot, then sorry but it's insane." Omkara chided her.
"And as you said....i used to rush to her...leaving you? Right? Come on...lets count it!!" He said while she looked at him with regret.
Aghhh his heart is filled with so much things!!! God!!! She cursed.
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