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Chapter 25

Jonathan's POV~
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"Ms.Wilcott it appears to be that you're pregnant."

"Yes!" I jumped up with joy but I instantly sat back down when I saw the look on Nayla's face.

Oh shit, this ain't good.

"W-what pregnant??? I can't be, I'm on birth control."

"Well Ms.Wilcott did you miss a day?"

"Ugggh." She groaned "Knowing me I probably did. My life is over."  Her hands are buried in her face

"I'm sorry you feel this way. I'll leave you two alone." Dr.Baker left

"Baby..." I tried to reach out and touch her but she only pulled back from me. That made my heart burn.

Suddenly something snapped in me. "What?? You don't wanna have my baby ?!"

"Don't flip this on you Jonathan ! I never said any of that. A baby ruins everything I had planned. I have college next fall! I was going to become a lawyer!"

"Wow Nayla. Everything's about you. You don't need any of that! I have all the money. I can support you and take care of you and the baby."

"Jonathan if that were true you would have never hired me to babysit your kids in the first place. I've only ever put you and the kids first when I first got here and not only because it was my job but because I'd grown attached to y'all. I never had the time to think about me. I'm 19 for fucks sake. Going to college and becoming a Pediatrician has always been my dream and if you so called support me! Then SUPPORT MY DAMN DREAMS!"

"Lower yo fucking tone talking to me Nayla.. so what you tryna say. You want an abortion ? You wanna give my damn baby up for adoption ? There are otha fucking ways to raise a child and go to school ma. I am gonna support you baby cause if I eat you gotta eat too."

"I would never disown my child or abort it so don't say no shit like that. I just don't want my baby to grow up and see me as a nobody Jonathan, I've barely lived my life yet." She broke down crying

"Awww baby come here." I pulled her into a hug and I just let her cry and cry into my shoulder until she was done.

I let her know that she was gonna be okay and that I was never going to leave her

"We got this, we can do this. As long as we're in it together."

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We make it back home from the Doctor's and Nayla didn't speak to me the whole ride home. I got jealous of the window, she was looking at it more than me.

I just wanted my baby girl to feel better but I knew deep down inside that it was something she had to accept within herself. My feelings was also just a little bit hurt. I felt like she didn't wanna have my kid.

I think I'm going to propose to her. We've officially been dating for 9 months, I know it doesn't even feel like it, but we have. Since the moment I've first laid eyes on her I just knew she was the one, nah maybe a little bit later. I was being way too corny right there.

When we got in the house she still didn't talk to me, she just went to our room and laid down.

I decided to cook for her.

I was making her favorite. Fried Fish and Shrimp Alfredo. It took me about a good hour to prepare but I got the job done.

I took out some plates for the both of us, set the table up, dimmed the kitchen lights. Like I said I just wanted to make her feel better and what's a better way than feeding your woman.

I jog up the steps to tell her that I made her food but I stop when I hear she's on FaceTime with somebody. Kayla.

"I'm just not ready for kids Kayla. You know how much I've wanted to go to college and become a pediatrician, that's what my ass get for fucking and being grown instead of being focused."

"Ny I know Jonathan would do whatever he could to take care of you and that baby and make sure that you go to college and help your dreams come true. It's possible. Y'all can make it work."

"I have a lot of trust with Jonathan and I know he makes the impossible possible, I'm just not ready." She starts sobbing

"Oh it's okay Ny. It'll be okay." Kayla reassures her

My eyes start to burn a little but I shake all of my feelings off and I just walk back down the steps.

If she really trusted me, this wouldn't be a problem. I didn't expect this to turn out like this.

I don't even know how she's going to react when I tell her that I'm the one that distracted her from taking her birth control pill. Nayla was always consistent with taking them. I hid them from her.

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Okay I wrote the damn chapter and even I was shocked ! 😂 I was writing the ending and then all of a sudden my Brain went 💡 and the whole time I was like "Cheyenne you better not!" But I did. I had to.