~Insanely Cool~ (Jared Kleinman x Reader)

Part 10 ~ I Totally Forgot

ayoooo finally updating this fucker :) and I don't know what the literal hell is going on so idk roll with it

Y/N's POV but like a week or so later

"Sooo,, what's going on with you lately?" Nicole asks me while we're hanging at my locker. "Any plans?"
     "Eh,, not really, y'know?" I said (y'know, like a liar. if you get that ily 😳) plainly.
    "We-ellll I was wondering if you wanted to like, look for costumes for Jake's party, I feel like we don't really hang out anymore, y'know?" Nicole replied enthusiastically.
    Shit. Shit. Shit. I totally forgot. I fucking forgot. Recently I, and I don't know why have been, ehhhh not normal Y/N, so to speak. I can't sleep that well, I feel horrible and I don't know I just haven't been feeling good about myself lately.
"N/N? You there?" Nicole waves her hand in front of my face. "Oh uhm, yeah Nicole I was just thinking..." I say to her quietly.
"What about Jareddd?" She says, dragging out the "a" and making a kissy face. She then proceeds to mock him, "Oh N/N you're so cute but I'm not going to admit that because I'm a big tough guy blah blah."
"Knock it of Nicole." I tell her in a joking manner. "But it's true Y/N, he likes you, everyone can tell." She replies, suddenly serious.
"Huh, yeah okay Nicole." I sarcastically tell her. "N/N you're so oblivious grrr." Nicole says, frustrated at my comment.
"How so?" I inquire, flashing her a half-hearted smirk. "Literally anyone can see how he is around you! You're always his first choice in partners for projects or assignments. He always sits by you at lunch. (Why is he sounding desperate lol) You play with each other's hair a mcfrickin BUNCH! You hang out, like, all the time. He always flirts with you, but you always take it as a joke, so he brushes it off as if he were joking. You're always one each other, or at least close with one another. For example, I've seen you sit in his lap, or rest your head in his lap NUMEROUS times, you rest your head on his should a bunch, or vice versa! Y/F/I (Your first initial), just admit that you like him already, it's so obvious that you two clearly have a thing for each other!" She insists.
Wow. Wasn't prepared for that. Shit what do I say? "Uhm, Nicole, maybe I'll tell him, eventually, but not now. I don't think I'm ready."
Liar. I just too insecure about myself and my feelings to tell him. He probably doesn't even like me in that way anyways.
"Awh,, N/N, you can do it whenever you're ready, I believe in you, okay?" Nicole sweetly says to me. "Thanks N, I kinda needed that.." I shyly say.
"Yepp, I'm always here for you." Nicole reassures me.
      "N, y'know I will look for costumes with you for Jake's party, it sounds fun." I tell her, which makes her ecstatic.
    "REALLY WOOOOH! THANK N/N!" She yells as she hugs me tightly. "Hah, yeah no problem." I tell her, melting into the hug a bit more.

  Damn so like,,, I did it lol. Also, what would you like to see this book become, like, I need ideas here. Also, in the words of Eric Effoing, remember to wash your hands you detty pig. :)