Heart of the ocean ♥

Chapter 9 Hoto ♧

**Jazmyn's Pov**

"....that's what makes you beautiful!"

"That folks was the hit single 'what makes you beautiful 'from the hottest boy band now,One Direction. Be sure to go to www.hiFMathome.com for more hit singles from this.."

"Ugh! " I groaned as I cut off the deejay's voice on the radio. I am so sick and tired of hearing His voice.

And by his, I mean Harry. What he did to me all this time was just too painful to bear. Just horrible. Smh , I pushed all those thoughts out of my head and got up to use the shower.

Lots have changed since the last time. I'm no longer living with my dad, instead at a crummy old apartment with my bitchy mate, Brooke Woods.

Unfortunately , I lost contact of all my friends after the incident which happened between me and my dad. Don't ask. Basically, my life is now a turmoil. I have tried commiting suicide around 5 times but failed.

I am cyber-bullied and cut. A lot.

Now, I have a job at Nandos , which pays like £20 a day. Not much but I need food. As I said Brooke is a bitch. She is one hell of a slut too . She doesn't provide me with food instead, expects me to feed her. I'm an idiot, but I do as she says .

This is the story of my life basically.No one with me. no one to help me. No one to hear me out. WHY am I going through all this pain? No idea. Just I wish I could take a knife and poke it straight to my chest. But, I'm much to cowardly. You have no idea how much I sob and cut myself in the bathroom.

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"Hello and welcome to Nandos, may I take your order", I said in a sugary-sweet voice with fake smiles .

Every day. I do this until I am perfect at faking everything. Everyone thinks I have a perfect family but No. My story is behind the shadows .No one knows it but me. And I tend to keep it like that.

** Harry's Pov **

It's nice to be back at Cheshire. I smiled, my award winning one and walk around casually finding a place to chill.

Suddenly,

"-Ouch!" a feminine voice screamed.

"Ohmygod! I am so sorry.Sorry!" I squeaked like a little girl.

"Just watch it next time Mister - OHMYGOD YOU ARE HARRY STYLES."

I just chuckled.

"OHMYGOD OHMYGOD BREEEEATHEEE." the girl was hyperventilating.

This was sort of normal for me since I AM Harry Styles from One Direction, not bragging or anything.

I looked up to the girl I bumped into. She was hawt as in slutty hot. But I am a guy. You don't know us guys.

"So babe, would you like to go out for coffee?" I asked, winking at her.

She looked like she was about to pass out. Her grin was like a Cheshire cat on his birthday.

"W-would I?" she stammered.

I decided to have some fun with her.

"Yea...would you?" I smirked.

She was about to die.

"Yes! Yes! Yes!" she squealed.

I linked my arm with hers and said" Let's get going then!"

She was blushing. Like crazy.

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**At Starbucks**

"So twenty questions?"

"Yea!", I answered back, as my lies parted to sip my frappucino.

"Name?" I asked.

"Brooke,Brooke Woods".

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** Jazmyn's Pov **

I was just over my shift from that wretched place Nandos. I decide to grab coffee from Starbucks.

I walked over to Starbucks and got into line .

"Hi! May I take Your order? " a girl from behind the counter said with that sugary-fake sweetness I know all too well.

"Girl, I know you hate the job.You can cut the fakeness for me"I said, being nice for real this time.

The girl gave me a short sigh of relieve and said " Thanks I hate this job! Forced to do it though"

"Haha you took the words right out of my mouth girl!" I replied as she got my order ready.

"You seem cool. want to hang out sometime?" She asked, her eyes smiling. As Tyra Banks say, Shmizing.

"Totally! " I answer, just as enthusiastic.

She handed me her iPhone 5 and I handed her my Galaxy NoteII. I punched in my number as "Jazmyn the Awesome Orange"

Just as I finished, she handed me my drink and my phone just as I handed her hers.

"Thank you for choosing Starbucks, please come again! " Katniss, the counter girl's name, joked. ( A/N I am a Hunger Games nerd!Judge all you like xp)

I just chuckled at her and screamed " Call me Maybe!" before going off.

She made a face and said "Eww..Not bisexual."

Then the both of us laughed as I made my way to the back of Starbucks to enjoy some peace and quiet.

It has been quite a while since I joked with someone like Katniss. I think the two of us could really be good friends.

As I sat down I and sipped on heaven they called coffee , I heard laughter.

I slowly turned my head and dropped the mug I was holding. Straight on my foot. The sound made the two laughing people turn their heads and look at me. Those two people . Together. Laughing. Holding coffee. This equals date. There were tears in my eyes, probably because of the stinging at my foot but also mainly because of Harry and Brooke.

I jut forced a smile a took some tissues to wipe the coffee off my feet. When I glanced down, I gasped. My foot was bleeding and there were glass blades in them. I let out a whimper as I looked at it. It was not a pretty sight at.

When I looked around for help I saw Katniss coming over to help me. She cleaned the mess and helped me with my wound.

"Are you Okay love?" I heard that raspy,Cheshire voice I swore I would forget but am failing miserably.

"Minnie mouse?Is that yoy?" Brooke asked .

Fuck her. Of all names Minnie mouse? She knows I hate it.

"The names Jazmyn , Brooke. And Yes, I'M fine. Allow me to get out please." I snapped at both Harry and Brooke.

Before I could take another step, Harry grabbed my arm and looked me in the eye.

He asked "Do I know you?"

That stung.

"No,I doubt" I denied, not meeting his eyes.

"Okay then." He said as he let go my arm.

That killed me.

"Bye" I said as I ran out of Starbucks , aimlessly, as fast as a limping foot could take me.

"Well, at least anything is better than that place"I thought.

Boy, was I wrong.

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A/N

Hey guys! Ellie is back. Hell to the yeah! xD Missed me? :) This is a crappy chapter. I lost my writing flair x( Sorry for being such horrible author. An one more thing, I upload slow, I know :( I am a horrible person But being 16 , almost 17, it's hard you know. (: Kaaay. xD

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