A collection of poems

How am i?

It's a question I'm asked a lot
But only few get the truth
Half the time,
I'm not one of them

A world of mystery in my head
A life of confusion I am fed
This is how I am free
The rest of you would plea you leave

Nothing plain and simple
But for me it is normal
I suffer in silence
While you all laugh out loud

What do you want me to say?
Say I'm fine?
Because we all know what that means
Pretend I'm okay
And keep you fooled
And me alone

I can't win anymore
I don't have an answer

So in response you your question
Here's my answer-

I don't know anymore
I don't know if I will ever know
But I am alive
And I am so happy to say that

I will be okay
I don't know when
But it will happen
So please
For me
Just stay