to love you

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I'm afraid...
I'm scared of the hollowness
Of my heart swallowing me...
The pain is still there...
My heart is still wounded...
Still bleeding ...
Drop by drop
My love for you is still there...
My feelings are still there...
Lot of time has passed
But my heart is still
Burning for you with the same passion....
I still get lost in you
I'm still yearning for you...
No matter how far I push myself
From you
Like magnet I come back to you
I don't want to continue loving you
But I can't stop myself.....
I don't want to shed tears
But my eyes they never listen to my pleas....
I'm too tired to fight for you...
More than tired I'm too coward to fight for your love...
I can't fight ...
I can't win you....
I can only call myself
Stupid...
I can only blame myself...
I can only hopelessly love you...
I can only watch you from far
I can only dream about you......
Knowing that I  will never be in your heart .
Trust me I've known long ago that
I will never be loved by you
But still I love you ......
Because That's the only right I have on you....
"To love you ....."

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