Truth

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I will make you feel better
I will never leave you alone...
You're imperfectly perfect the way you are...
The only problem lies  in my blinded sight for not seeing you behind that wall....
Your flaws are what makes you a real being....
Your endurance, your maturity
I've always been jealous of it . 
I've never once despised you
But envied you....
Envied you for being so blunt...
For being real...
For being you....
For your beauty too ( you were, are & will always be the beautiful girl in my eyes)
For being understanding
For being strong
For being able to love yourself...
For being able to stand for yourself...
For being able to be  firm in your decisions..
Yeah I judged you...
I never treated you better...
I placed my thoughts into you....
Thinking that I understood you....
But I was wrong
never was right in the first place....
You deserve far more better than this
Yet you're stuck with someone like me.....
But I'll make you happy ....
I'll not make you feel regret.....
You're way too good ....
too pure to be held in my tainted hands....
But I'll adore you with all I've got....
Trust me this time
I won't let you down....
You have faced too much darkness....
I'll steal little bit of sunshine from sun to shine your world.....
You have given me many chances so far...
I won't take it for granted .....
I've hurt you for long enough
It's time to create some happy memories....
Allow me....
I never tried to consider your feelings....
Always thought you're a mystery
Instead of trying to explore you,
Know you....
I kept on weighing you down with my opinions about you
That were never true....
I never knew you despite of being with you for all these years....
You're right I am too possed by my over processing mind......
But I'll understand you no matter what it takes.....
Among all these stuffs of jealousy , judgment and never being able to understand you....
There was one truth,
that I came to love you
as my own kin ....
And now I am too attached with you
To let  go of you this easily...
So, I'm ready to fight ....
Ready to compromise....
Ready for facing anything....
To be with you....
To stand by you...
Even if you don't want me to ,
Dear best friend ,you're stuck with me for life time ...

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