I'm Torn between choices..
Between living & leaving
Sometimes life wins ..
Sometimes desire to disappear
Goes high...
I don't know what do at all..
Some days I feel like fighting all my insecurities..
Some days I don't see any hope to hold on.
I feel like I'm disappointment ..
For Always hurting the ones
Who does me good..
For Never being there
when they need me..
For letting down every expectations
They had on me...
I strive to become better
But everything goes downhill
All because of myself...
I can't seem to do any good
To those around me...
I can't seem to share their pain..
I can't seem to make them Happy.
I feel like I'm selfish
Always Caring about my Feelings only.
Never thinking how they must feel...
Because of chaos I cause in their life...
I'm stuck between reality & imagination..
I'm stuck between what ifs....
Never really enjoying the moments..
So what should a human like me do
Live by harming other
Or leave giving everyone
Peace of mind ?
Thank you for reading ☺️
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De TodoJust one of a 7.8 billion humans going through all sorts of feelings because of reading lots of novels, poem ,stories 😂😋 It started from my teenage days with no determined end... This book here is my first collection of the poems I've written when...
