Escape..

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Sometimes I just want the escape from reality...
Far away from this place...
Where nobody knows me...
Where I can no longer be bind by the chains of emotions outweighing me..
Where I can free my soul caged for all these years...
Where I can let myself be the real me without hurting anyone...
Where I'll no longer be the burden ...
Where I'll no longer hold back my loved ones from doing what they love
I wish to run away to
That place that can erase
my existence from the minds of people in the real world with no traces left...
So that my loved ones can feel no pain when I'll be gone....
I want to be forgotten completely from their mind and heart ..
For I'm unworthy of their affections...
But before I go I want to say how much I love them ...
How much I'm afraid of loosing them..
How much I'm afraid to take this step..
But deep down I know the fault's mine
For I never dared or should I say
Never cared to opt out for action..
All those words of love I said
Shall always remain hollow..
Because those hollowness was supposed to be filled with my actions...
For I was supposed to show my Feelings by working it out in real...
But all the buts remained buts
And all my plans remained plans....
I do not have strength ..
Nor do I have courage to face the truth...
So in the end I'm choosing to run away...
I'm choosing to hide instead of fighting it bravely...
I'm choosing to wear the cloak of coward for the rest of my life ..
I don't have strongest heart ...
.As I can't bear even small grievances..
So this world where survival of strongest is reality...
I have no rights to linger any more...


Thank you..
( ꈍᴗꈍ)
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ife's full of ups and downs ..there are moments where we want to run away from all the things . If you feel the same then remember that after the rain we see blue sky and sunny day and life's just like that.. there's rain , there's storms but there is clear day too🧡
... please do tell me if I need to improve anywhere.... I'm not a good poet so your pointers can help me improve my shortcomings..(✿^‿^)

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