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CHAPTER FIVE: LOCK IT

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If I open up my heart to you, I know that you could lock it.

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Your POV:

I'm sent into therapy. Like really? I don't need therapy, it will get worst. It's stupid. I am stupid for taking the step to end my life.

Since coming back from the hospital, no one spoke to me. I've also not heard from Yoongi since then. I don't know why he's always on my mind. It's getting to a point where I want to leave everything behind and start new.

"Y/N, you were set to go to meet your date today." Dahyun says hesitantly.

"Do you think he'll like me with these bags under my eyes?" I ask giving her a small smile and she eases up.

"We can fix it with makeup." She says and I nod.

She fixes my pale face and makes me look presentable. I have this stupid date with someone I don't know. My therapist suggested that I should go on some blind dates to take Yoongi off my mind.

I'm currently sitting in a fancy restaurant waiting for my date. He's not late, I'm just early.

At exact 6 pm I see this handsome guy walk in, I guess that's him but he goes past my table. So that isn't him. He looked cute. I was checking him out when this person pulled the chair and sat facing me.

When we met eyes, I was surprised.

"Jin?"

"Y/N?"

"Wait are you my blind date for real?" I asked him.

He nodded and started laughing and I couldn't help but laugh along too. Tbh I was very nervous about this blind date unlike the previous ones.

We ordered some pasta and ate in silence.

"Is it uncomfortable for you?" he asks and I make a contemplating face and shake my head no. He smiles.

"Well you are having a blind date with your ex's best friend, you should feel uncomfortable." He says.

"It would have been if I didn't know you but I do and no for me this isn't a date but having dinner with my friend." I say and he sweetly smiles at me.

After a few moments of silence, Jin speaks up "Do you still miss him?"

I set my fork down and look deeply at him and nod slowly. Yes I miss him, every part of my body misses him, will miss him. Forever.

"You should know something." He says causing me to look back at him again. "We aren't friends anymore." He says and I blink at him.

"What?"

"We fought."

"So you threw him in the list of ex best friends?" I ask getting pissed.

"It wasn't normal Y/N, he was scary." He says looking away.

"He was always scary." I say unconvinced. "Is there something you want to tell me Jin?" I ask and he clears his throat.

"Let's talk outside." He says and we leave the restaurant.

We walk to a garden nearby and he takes a seat on a bench and I follow.

"He's changed." He says looking at somewhere distant. "I thought it was his mood swings but what I saw that night broke me. I tried to help him but he beat the shit out of us." He says looking down at his hands with tears glimmering in his eyes.

"What do you mean by us?" I ask.

"Me and Hoseok. He attacked us an-and..." he started crying. "....Hobi was in the hospital because of him." I was shocked beyond words.

Hoseok and Jin were Yoongi's best friends. They would take a bullet for each other. And I can't believe Yoongi bet them up. It was too much.

"We only wanted to help him." Jin cries and I comfort him by hugging him letting him wet my top with his tears. It was sad to watch Jin cry, he's always been stable about everything in every situation.

"When did this happen Jin?" I ask as he lifts up his head. "And what about Hobi?"

"Three weeks ago." He says. "And Hobi is fine now."

I didn't know how to comprehend this. It was too much. Yoongi needed help, he needed to be saved.

"Jin would you drop me to Yoongi's apartment?" I ask hopefully and his face turns fearful.

"I won't, he would hurt you."

I smile bitterly. "I think he's hurt me enough Jin, I think it's time for finding out a way of why he's hurting us."

"Do you think it is a way to push us from him?"

"If that's that then I think so." I say.

"Let's go then, I won't come in, I will stay outside his front door and if anything goes wrong I'll barge in."

"Okay Jin, lets pray he doesn't do anything stupid." He nods and we head to Yoongi's apartment.

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