Vulnerable || myg ✓

thank you & end notes 🌹

Hi Y'all, 🤗

First of all let me say a biggggggg thank you to each and everyone who gave my book a shot. I'm really thankful to you. ❤️

I can't believe we have come to an end of another one of my book. My baby Vulnerable. I'll miss you alot. Or I already do aaaaahhh.

I started writing in this book in January 2020 when I first heard the song Vulnerable I was so in deep with the song that it felt like a sad story to me. It felt like deep requests someone was making to the one they love. I just made that into a story.
Each lyric verse gave me a story so here I am with a whole 28 chapter book!!

I can't believe it I posted this on Hoseok's bday and ended it on mine. From 18/2 to 18/12 😏

My first thought was to make it something related to something out of the box, though I don't know how I came up with the idea of DID for my character. (I mean it was an yr ago I don't remember what I did 2 days ago so--)

But I did research on DID to make my character resemble or have the same behavior. I studied 2-3 cases, 2 of them were simple, giving me all the upper details of the disorder but one case I remember it was of 500 pages pdf. It was of a female patient.

I obviously didn't read the whole thing like bro 500 pages? I'd rather read The Songbird and the Sea twice than read the whole case.
But the point is I only researched what I wanted to, like behavioral wise or how DID actually happened. To say I was shocked was beyond anything in the vocabulary.

The patient case made me kinda scared? Thinking can that really happen to someone? Are people so cruel to do that to someone??? I had weird feelings about it and I kept reading. Everything bought a sense of dread inside me. After reading the case. I was genuinely scared. I mean I was 18 and I got scared just reading something.
In the end I came to a conclusion that DID happens because of Traumatic experiences such as physical abuse or emotional abuse. Multiple personalities result due to all the possible factors like physical, emotional, sexual abuse and whatnot.

For my character in this book I just went ahead with emotional abuse as well as past violent memories.

I've seen the movie Spilt where 23 personalities resided in that character. Honestly it was so creepy and till now I never understood why he didn't murder the last girl :/

Anyways enough of my research theories. I wrote this book with lots of consideration and thoughts. I really love the storyline and all and I hope you did too.

I had few feedbacks on this book one being from my closest friend who said she loved the book so much and reminded me to update it soon. Lol I'm sorry to keep you waiting bubbie ily 😘😘

Then again. Thank you for reading this book. Thank you for 450+ reads. I'm so grateful for this. 💜💜

I really want to know your thoughts on this book, how you felt, what was good, what was bad, were you confused, which character you sided with and why? I wanna know everything. Please put up your thoughts. I'd really appreciate it! 💜😊

Will meet with another book soon. I promise 💜💜

Remember you are loved and the best thing that happened to BTS and to me as well. 😊

All the love of the universe!
-ibti     aka     kookstouch ! ♥️🌌♥️