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09 🥀 blow it

CHAPTER NINE: BLOW IT

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If I give the opportunity to you then would you blow it?

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Third Person POV:

Yoongi woke up only to be snuggled up next to someone. He smiled to himself, he loved the feeling of waking next to you after so many months. He leaned on to leave a peck on your shoulder only to find it bare. He got confused as to why he also was naked. He doesn't remember sleeping naked.

He then moved the person next to him and almost screamed, because the person he was sleeping with was not you it was Chaeyoung.

He started getting up from her. He couldn't believe he did that. He slept with Chae, your sister.

He quickly wore his clothes and literally ran away from her to your room. He was anxious now, not realizing how he changed from Yoongi to Suga and ended up with Chae.

He definitely doesn't remember and he was going to find out before you arrived from your uni.

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Chaeyoung looks up from drinking her coffee and a faint blush appears on her cheeks. She quickly gets up, grabs her bag and goes for the main door.

Yoongi roughly grabs her by her wrist. She pauses and looks at him with fear in her eyes. "Please not now, I have a class and it's important." She says not looking in his eyes.

"I'm sorry." Yoongi breathes out.

She jerks her head towards his direction and sighs loudly. "Thank god it's not Suga." She says.

"What did he do- no what did I do?"

"You don't need to feel guilty about it Yoongi, it's him not you."

"But it's my body. What if Y/N finds about it?"

"....it's not the first time we slept together Yoongi."

Yoongi was shocked at the information.

"What do you mean?" he asks trying to stay calm but it's not working and he knows if he gets agitated it will trigger Suga.

"We did dirty things that I can't tell the boyfriend of my sister." She replies messing with the hem of her shirt. "I have to go, take some rest, bye." She says and leaves closing the door behind her.

Yoongi just looks at the closed door with devastation, guilt and disgust running wild in his blood.

He didn't want this, he hated almost everything Suga did. Suga was his monster getting bigger and bigger everyday consuming him as a whole.

At this point Yoongi knew he couldn't tell this to you, you had gone through shit already from the break up and now this new shit will make it worse.

So he decided if Suga cannot control himself, Yoongi will control him.

Yoongi walks to the nearest store and buys stationary supplies along with beer and lots of snacks for himself, the next few days he's going to spend in your room locked and unbothered with only a few visits to the kitchen that is if he wanted something.

After returning from the store, he sets the things in your room right.

Your room was very large apart from your bed and dresser there was nothing much. It was spacious. He then remembered why it was spacious. It was because you like dancing; to the level where you became a professional. Learning steps from your favourite idols or through YouTube tutorials you knew how to pull swift moves.

Yoongi brought the foldable table from under your bed and set it upright near the wall. He pulled a chair from the dining table and started setting things on it.

He planned he was going to write a diary every day, in order to remember everything.

Would it work? Well he has to try it to find out.

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A few days have passed, hiding that Yoongi can tend to become Suga and sleep with your sister was hard.

You also did your best trying to hide your curiously. As said you can't anger him, angering him will make Suga appear. And it was also a little fishy that Chaeyoung went to stay with Dahyun nowadays.

You just hated the tension in the atmosphere.

"Yoongi you okay?" he nods not speaking anything.

"When are you planning to go back to your studio?" you further question.

He shrugged his shoulders and sipped his coffee again not speaking a word. You were about to speak something else but a phone call interrupted you.

It was Yoongi's call and he answered it without hesitation. He was talking calmly but then stared getting agitated and frustrated.

He hung up on the person and slammed his fist on the table which made you flinch.

"Yoon are you okay?" you ask but he didn't lift his head. You were about to get up and make way towards him, but before you could get up he jerked his head upwards and threw a glass of water on the wall just missing your head.

You were shaken up by the sudden act. You blinked twice leaving heavy breaths when you looked at him with your shaking face.

You got up and made your way towards him to calm him but he shoved you away so hard that you fell down. He casually got up and left leaving you on the floor.

You didn't know what triggered him that he became Suga again, Yoongi said that Suga wants to harm you, so you didn't go after him and started crying on the floor instead.

His Suga side was revealed the first time to you and you were shaking. Nevertheless you got up and cleaned the broken glass. You picked up the pieces and accidently got it glazed over your fingers blood pouring out in an instant.

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And thank you for reading, I'm writing another fic which is I think too wild just like my fantasies. Hehe gonna post it after I finish writing this book which is 🔜 HAHA

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