Vulnerable || myg ✓

28 🥀 vulnerable + fin.

CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT: VULNERABLE

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I’d stay vulnerable

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Third person POV:

Everything was calm until Yoongi said he wanted to speak with you.

He spent the whole evening by Gunwoo’s side, never left him kept on apologizing for leaving you both. The small family on the bed, his one arm wrapped around you and the other one around his small beautiful son.

For a while you all were crying, but that all turned into small giggles while telling stories about Gunwoo, he himself was the happiest to finally be in the arms of his dad.

The wish he made came true. Guess wishes do come true if made with longing and sincerity.

Gunwoo eventually fell asleep after a few hours of talking and laughing.

You were seated right across Yoongi on your dining table.

“The house is beautiful.” he comments running a hand through his now brown hair.

You hum looking around, the twinkle never leaving your eyes.

He rubs his face uneasily closing his eyes and softly sighing.

“Aren’t you going to ask me why?”

“I’ve asked that question too many times when you weren’t there. Now that you are here, asking that wouldn’t make any sense.” you say smiling while looking down eyes filling with tears again.

He clasps your hands in his gently. “It was all planned.” he says. You look up to him waiting for him to continue. “From the beginning. From when you didn’t even know me. I had him in me.”

You don’t say anything waiting for him to continue.

“It was just a show to fall in love with you. It was also easy since Jimin knew you. I—I had you totally under my finger and—”

“Are you saying you faked everything?” you ask holding back tears.

“Yes, but that was only in the beginning.” he pauses. “But as I spent time with you I started catching feelings that were really hard to deny. And later I only realized that I love you so much.” he said cracking at the end of the sentence.

You closed your eyes trying to believe his words.

“Then Suga found out, he warned me. But I was helplessly in love with you that I even had to break up with you and e-everything.” he says. “I tried my best to protect you and get over with the grudges b-but Suga wouldn’t move on. He wouldn’t understand.” he says with tears rolling down his cheeks. He wipes them with the back of his hand like how Gunwoo does when he cries.

“After I killed that man, Suga left me in- I don’t know what that w-was b-b-but he left and I felt empty as if my memories were dragged out w-with him. It was h-hard, so s-so p-painful, I had to run away.” he cries out slowly. You hold his hand softly making small circles on the back of his palm to soothe him.

“I left to Daegu for more therapy there. I had suicidal thoughts, even tried it several times, but everytime I tried it y-your face flashed in front of my eyes. I-I didn’t even know yo-you were pregnant with Gunwoo.” he says and now it’s your turn to widen your eyes.

But Jimin told me you didn’t want the child! You exclaim inside your head.

“Jimin told me about it 2 years ago. I came back but I never had the courage to come back to you, so I stayed here kept an eye on Gunwoo and you from afar. My therapy was going well because I was determined. The doctors said that I am recovering fast. And now I’m here in front of you.”