Angel Of Mine

4

I walk down the hall, not entirely sure where i'm headed. I decide to go knock on a door ...but i can't reach.

I look at my hand and see they're back in chains 'no. Oh no, no!' I look back at the door as it opens, and there's jax.

I try to run but his super speed outmatched mine totally. I run the other way. He beats me again.

He pushes me against the wall getting close as he does "you're mine until death, now let me feed"

"Aahhh" i woke up? I sigh, it was just a bad dream. I looke to blake only he seems lost in thought "hey. Is something wrong?" He's looking at his lap 'what's on his hand?'

He holds up his hand as if he read my mind. And i see blood, my blood. Maybe i was still bleeding when i went to sleep.

"Get out" he says "what? Are you ok?" I'm genuinely concerned he looks like he's in pain "i said GET OUT! We'll talk about this later!"

I nearly fall out of bed when he yells, he's never scared me before. Especially not like this. "Y-you c-c-can find m-me in the gardens w-when y-you're d-d-done"

I was in the gardens for what feels like hours before anither guard comes out with the words "prince blake will see you now in your room" i nod and leave.

I was able to find my way back to the room for the first time. I was scared to open the door, i thought i should just run away again but that would just put me in more trouble. I open the door.

"You broke two rules. You lied to me and kept secrets. Why were you bleeding?" He said it as less of a question but i didn't know how to answer. I was scared of both of them.

My eyes begin to turn purple as i withhold my answer "why wre you bleeding alex?!" I flinched at his every word, you could see the purple glow all throughout my room signaling my fear was growng.

"You should be scared!" His voice had changed to be loud and monstrous. I shed some tears but i was still standing ..until he hit me.

I kept crawling around the room trying to get away but he was much faster. He kept hitting me and throwing me as punishment for breaking the rules.

This was worse than at my old master's, blake was much stronger and didn't hold back "answer me! Why were you bleeding?!" That voice, it sounds like it's from a being of pure evil.

I cried but that didn't stop him, he tied my hands and threw me on the bed face down "i want you to count them out" i didn't know what he meant, but then i felt a sharp pain along my back.

I cry out but mutter "one"

Another "...two"

Another "three..."

This one with a lot of force "four"

With that he untied me and asked again "why. Were you. BLEEDING?!"  I just cried and shook my head. With that he stormed at of the room and locked me inside. "Wait! Please!"

I remembered when we spoke yesterday he said when his emotions became overwelming, the vampire would come out. That it was ruthless and dangerous. I had hoped that's what that was, because if it was really blake i couldn't stay here.

I had not eaten today and i probably wasn't for a while. I went to the bathroom to examine myself, i didn't even need to look at my back. The front was bad enough.

I was bleedinvmg from the side of my head, bruised ribs, a busted lip, and a black eye. Did i forget to mention my extremely bruised stomache.

I was crying but i couldn't help but scream. When i did the mirror broke and fell on the counter and floor. I couldn't help nut think

Everywhere i go i suffer

I have no where else to go

I should just end it

Noone would miss me

Noone would care

Noone would notice...

And with that thought i grabbed a piece of mirror and put it to my wrist. I made 7 cuts along my arm. I move to my other arm, 4 cuts there.

I drop the piece of mirror realizibg what i just did. And i don't even feel it. I rinse me arms of and pull my sleeves down.

I sit in the corner since i don't deserve the bed. I just sit there and cry myself to sleep.