𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮𝐮 𝐱 (𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞) 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 | 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

Tooru Oikawa x Hanahaki! Male! Reader

uh hey this is my first one-shot for this book uhm 😳 enjoy???
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I knelt over the toilet bowl coughing and wheezing, I hated being this weak and vulnerable, I hated it! My {h/c} falling over my face slightly (if u chose to be bald ignore this) as a mix of white roses and blood spurred from my mouth and into the once clear water below. The smell of roses overtook my sense of smell. Tears threatened to fall from my {e/c} eyes, why couldn't he love me back was I really that horrible!
I picked my bag up off the floor and left the cubicle, as I made my way down the halls of Aoba Johsai High school towards the gym for another painful volleyball practice.

As I reached out to grab the cold metal handle of the gym door I was slammed against the freezing metal by something hitting my back. "I am so sorry {y/n}~chan!" I knew that angelic voice all too well, it belonged to none other than the boy I have hanahaki for.. Tooru Oikawa. I looked up to see his beautiful face beaming down at me, and his smile- "{y/n}~chan?! Can you hear me?" I snapped out of it, heat rising to my cheeks. I took the hand he offered to me and hoisted myself up. "T-thanks Oikawa." I muttered and headed inside the gym leaving Oikawa to trail in behind me. I felt the roses building up in my throat again but I held them down, I had to.

After training I grabbed my bag and headed outside, I didn't even bother to get changed. I couldn't surpress the flowers anymore. I hunched over the side of the gym and started coughing. The flowers and blood gushing out of my mouth, tears poured from my {e/c} eyes as all oxygen left my lungs. "{y/n}~chan..?" I began crying more now, of course of all people he was the one to find me like this. Even if I wanted to look at him the petals and blood pouring from my throat stopped me from doing so. He stood there in awkward silence until I finally stopped wheezing and gained my breath. Then he asked me the one question I was hoping to avoid.
"Who?"
I turned to face him his face looking hurt and angered. It was now or never I guess, tears pricked at my eyes again as I ran through every possible negative scenario that comes in toll with my confession. "{y/n} who is it?!" He yelled his voice more demanding now. "You..-" before I could finish I felt a pair of soft lips on my {soft/rough/chapped/etc.} ones. He was kissing me! The Tooru Oikawa, the boy I have hanahaki for was kissing me. It didn't take me long to kiss back, he pulled away, much to my disappointment, and looked at me "{y/n} I'm sorry I didn't love you enough! I'm sorry you suffered because of me." He muttered his brown eyes becoming glossy as tears threatened to fall from them "You could always make it up to me.." I hinted.

It's been two years since the hanahaki incident, I'm currently in my third year of High school. I still play volleyball and as for Tooru let's just say he's been the best boyfriend throughout those two years.

Okay before you guys bash me I know this is shit! But I wrote it at 3am (tHe sPoOkY hOuR!) whilst I couldn't sleep. I promise I'm trying to improve, slowly but surely. :)
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