𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮𝐮 𝐱 (𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞) 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 | 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

hajime iwaizumi x reader

since my last one-shot for him got deleted 🙄✋ uh well here u go
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"no kyotani i don't think you understand i'm so fucking gay for this man." i sighed running a hand down my face, "then just tell him" kyotani deadpanned, probably sick of listening to me talk about iwaizumi 24/7. "oh yeah? and how the fuck am i supposed to do that huh?" i sighed, i really am hopeless. "how would i fuckin' know, just tell him." he grumbled, i sighed now deep in thought, i mean i was going to have to tell him eventually. "fine.. i'll tell him tomorrow after practice." i mumbled "finally.." kyotani chuckled "shut up!" i laughed grabbing my pillow from behind my head and throwing it at him.

we were on our way to practice, it was freezing cold outside, my fingers were numb from the cold. "fucking hell it's too cold for this" i whined "stop complaining would ya." kyotani rolled his eyes at me "u ready for your big confession later?" he chuckled raising an eyebrow at me "well duh!", that was a complete and utter lie, i was a nervous wreck a million negative scenarios flew through my head 'like what if he said no?' or worse what if he doesn't even like guys? or- "(N) snap out of it your about to walk face first into the gym door." kyotani laughed, i snapped back to reality trying to calm my racing thoughts only to be face to face with the cold, silver metal that was the gym door, "oh sorry." i weakly smiled, opening the door and going inside "oh (N)-chan, kyotani-chan, perfect timing! me and iwa-chan have an announcement to make !" oikawa beamed.

"okay i'm sorry to delay practice but this is a super important announcement! right iwa-chan?" oikawa smiled, iwaizumi only nodding in response "well basically to cut a long story short iwa-chan and i are dating!" "d-dating?" i stuttered, the words rung in my ears as my whole world just crumbled, of course i never stood a fucking chance, the pain i felt was unbearable i had never felt pain quite like it before. "o-oh! well that's great u guys!" i fake smiled, hoping they wouldn't see the tears forming in my eyes. the rest of the team said their congratulations and practice began, kyotani only spared me a few sorry glances here and there, but i didn't need his pity.

i sighed as i changed out of my sweaty clothes from training, i was the last one in the changing room because i decided to take my time and just try to clear my head. today was undoubtedly the shittiest day of my life but i didn't want to think about it, atleast not now. i packed my things into my (f/c) bag and prepared to go home. i was just about to go when the changing room door opened, i briefly glanced at the figure who just entered only to see it was iwaizumi. "oh (N)!" he mumbled "sorry for barging in i didn't realise u were in here!" he chuckled slightly embarrassed, "it's fine, i was just leaving anyways." i mumbled, he was the last person i wanted to see right now, "right well uh- cya tomorrow then i guess." he smiled lightly "yeah, cya tomorrow." i huffed trying to hide the pain i was in, i just wanted to go home. i grabbed the door handle before being stopped again, "hey (N) wait i wanted to ask u something!" he called after me, my face dropped and my chest ached worse than it did before, "uh- yeah?" i asked, not turning around hoping he would just let me leave so i could go home and sob about how much love fucking sucks. "you seemed kinda out of it today? u okay?" he asked, which was quite out of character for him, i wasn't used to him actually caring about me. "oh yeah i'm fine! just a little tired that's all, exams are coming up so i've been studying pretty hard." i chuckled hoping he wouldn't see through my excuse "oh right, well uh good luck with your exams then." he mumbled "yeah thanks, oh! and iwaizumi?" i called to him, he simply hummed in response prodding me to continue, what i was to say next was sore, the pain of heartbreak was stinging, my words barely slipping past my lips as i choked back sobs,

"please.. give oikawa the world."