Noor's Diary 📒

Pieces💔

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It had been a week since noor's dad travelled and usually when they got really busy they weren't allowed to use their phones it was a military rule that couldn't be broken by anyone although the fact that they hadn't spoken for a week left Mrs maikudi worried , she decided to go to his office and ask if they was any news .

Mrs maikudi : Noor I'll be going out now but be back soon .

Noor : ok mum please get me some sanitary pads ( yes noor has started her period yaayyy😂❤️)

Mrs maikudi: ok , tell anas to open the door if anyone came and not you or Islam .

Islam was much of a sleeper after she got back from school so she was sleeping . Noor knocked on Anas's door thrice but he didn't answer so she just went in , inalilahi the state she found Anas in was just terrifying , I think he is drunk from the little she knew from American movies this was how drunk people acted noor thought to herself , Anas turned and looked at her , although drunk he noticed how grown she had become, he started to look at her dangerously then he stood up walked pass her and locked the door , then he sat down and began to act hurt and even cried , noor felt so bad for him so she went over and started to comfort him , yaya Anas please don't cry whispered noor but Anas had other plans , he he hugged her and pretended to cry more , while hugging he moved his hands a little lower and started to touch her , she was confused she didn't understand what he was doing she wanted to stand up but Anas immediately grabbed an injection he had and pierced her skin which made her very weak , she could hardly talk , he then started to remove her clothes and molested every part of her , he saw that she was on her period but couldn't care less he did it with her not caring about what the consequences was going to be , he just needed to satisfy himself now that was all he had in mind , noor woke up and Anas wasn't there any more , she ran to her room and locked the door behind her , she was so frightened she didn't understand what happened but her legs hurt badly and she felt very weak , she decided to take a shower and that is when she noticed that blood wouldn't stop rushing from her private part , and she noticed the changes in her body , even if noor didn't know much she knew for sure she had been raped by her cousin he might have been drunk at the moment he did it , noor cried on the toilet floor she cried and cried until she slept by the time noor had woken up the bleeding had stopped just the one from her period left but her hatred for Anas and men in general wasn't going to stop any time soon , she cleaned herself up and used her phone to google this type of situation, she couldn't handle the pain and trauma and she didn't think she could tell her mom either , Anas on the other hand didn't know whether he felt regret or not , yes he was drunk but not so drunk he understood every thing that took place ,and he knew it would ruin her life but he still did it , what if her dad finds out ,that was his only concern not even noor's feelings Anas was as good as the devil now . Noor felt a bit better after she took pain killers she wasn't going to come out of her room any time soon even islam had knocked severally but noor didn't answer, she sat on the floor and wrote the event of that day in her diary if only she knew that Anas gave her that diary . People were screaming and shouting from the outside this frightened noor , did they find out about what happened to her ? She kept her diary in a box underneath her bed although the diary had a key she couldn't risk anyone seeing what she wrote ,she didn't want them to find out at all .She decided to go check , noor saw her mom on the floor with lots of women in their extended family consoling her , what happened noor asked no one in particular, a man came and asked where the wife of the deceased was and they pointed at mummy , what deceased does that not mean dead person noor understood from there that she had lost her dad but she wasn't going to agree at all , the man whom came further went and said he extends his condolences to the family and that daddy was always a brave soldier , no this can't be happening daddy please come back don't leave me how can two bad things happen to me in one day 💔. Noor cried her second round of tears that day , she cried until she started to pull her hair out , noor's mum couldn't even console her at this point she lose her first love and didn't know if she could live anymore . Islam cried as well he wasn't her real dad but he never showed that , Anas came later on he didn't cry but he looked hurt and when noor saw him she was shattered even more she stood up used the back door and left the house , she left with the intention of never coming back , she knew she would miss her mom but she didn't care what the consequences was she couldn't live in the same house she was raped in and in the same house her father 's body was , in less than 24hours noor's life was broken into pieces .

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Noor cried so much today , i Cried too🥺 , I'm sure we are all sad now but we have to keep reading to see where noor goes 💔💔💔
Dedicated to ;
To all the victim of rape and depression may almighty Allah make it easy for you , in sha Allah you would get justice , rape is not something to be quiet about at all 💔💔💔please say a pray for them ❤️

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