Noor's Diary 📒

Teddy bear🧸

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Nurain's POV
I feel like I said harsh words to noor but at the same time I feel like she needed to hear it , she needed to stop acting the way she acted , i genuinely care about her but then it seems like she didn't want me to . I'll be leaving for Nigeria tomorrow my project was over ages ago but then I stayed because I thought that maybe just maybe I and noor would get a chance but no it's time to go back home , I think I'll send her that big teddy bear I won at the carnival the other time we went out , I don't care if she would accept it or not , I know she would though because deep down I saw the way the pain in her eyes changed into a little bit of joy whenever we spoke , I'll send it to her house I think that would be a good idea .only Allah can tell if we are meant to be , if we are I guess we would meet again but for now I have to leave .

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Noor's POV
I wake up almost every morning now with a massive headache, life hasn't been really good for me , I took a break from work I really needed it I needed to know what wanted  and most of all I needed space from the troubles of this world . I took a bath and  went downstairs , mama had left Portsmouth to Bristol she said she had a wedding to attend so it was just me , I heard a knock on the door and decided to open it but they was no one there just a pink teddy bear and a note , it looks like the teddy bear that Nurain got from that carnival , I picked it up and quickly closed the door , it was from Nurain because the note had his name written on it . The note:

Dear noor ,
I felt it was necessary to give this to you because you had rejected it the first time , don't reject it this time please I have kept it all this while because I have a feeling that one day it will be the reason you would smile again , I'm really sorry if what I said  the other day hurt you in any way , I didn't mean to , it was all my fault for intruding anyways , I'll be leaving tomorrow , well I do not have any other thing to say except that I wish you all the happiness in the world I thought I would be the one to help you find that happiness but Allah has other plans I guess . Bye noor ❤️

Noor didn't know what to say at this point  she put the teddy bear down and picked up her phone and   scarf ,she locked the door and went out of the house , she was going to stop Nurain , she didn't know how but she felt the need to do so , she didn't have his address so she called Hajiya and asked for it , she didn't even call a taxi she walked the distance it was far but she didn't care all she wanted was for Nurain to stay with her . Noor had gotten to the house and knocked on the door , Nurain opened the door and the first thing Noor did was hug him , she knew it was wrong but she just couldn't stop herself , Nurain was so shocked he didn't even hug her pack , noor pulled away and said please stay in a whisper .

Nurain: what ? What's wrong noor ?

Noor : please don't leave Nurain , I'm really sorry about the way I treated you  , I know you were just trying to be nice and then I pushed you away I'm very sorry I have never apologized to a guy before I have never even spoken to any so much , I really do not know how to do this.

Nurain : it's ok you don't have to say anything but I'm sorry noor I can't stay I already made plans and my mom is expecting me by tomorrow I already stayed for so long and it was because of you but you didn't appreciate it noor .

Noor  just stood there and cried , Nurain wanted to stay he did , he wanted to comfort her too but he stopped himself .

Nurain : stop crying noor come I'll take you home and I'll give you my  number you can call me anytime and I promise to call you too and I'll be back here for you I promise with that he hugged her and she hugged him back , did noor have feelings for him ? This was a mystery  but everyone knew that noor was a happier person whenever Nurain was with her .

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(6months later )
Hajiya laraba had moved to Birmingham because her husband got a new job there so noor couldn't walk for her any more it was very tragic for all of them but sometimes during the weekend she would bring sheerah and yasir to noor's house to stay and Maimuna was very happy about it so it was no problem at all , noor and her friend ikram were promoted  to the next class and things was going on well for them , noor had started charging people to do makeup for them since she couldn't find any other work and Maimuna supported her a lot and even gave her an extra room to set up her makeup things and for clients to be attended to , noor even had her own YouTube channel now and she and Nurain were in touch he even promised to visit her on soon  , they did a lot of face time and chatting , the teddy bear she had once rejected became something she cherished so much . For once in her life noor was too busy being happy that forgot that the world was filled with pain, the exact same way she brought light to everyone was how Nurain brought light to her too.
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Hey everyone umm I have bad news but don't worry it's not that bad 😂❤️. As we all know Ramadan will soon start in sha Allah and I don't think I can continue to update until after Ramadan but let's see how it goes tho . Thank you all so much ❤️❤️allahuma ballighna Ramadan .

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