Patience|New Jersey boys

"My heart is dangerous"

Mattia's POV
"Yeah ale imma be at the house soon I just got to talk to Izzy for a bit. See you tomorrow kai" I say as I walk then out to the front.
"Aye foo chill y'all better not do the nastys" Alejandro says playing around.
"Nahh dude we just gotta talk, I'll see you" I reply and close the door.
I go back upstairs to see Izzy finishing cleaning from the other.
Back to izzys POV
I start cleaning up all the gangs stuff since the all went to sleep. It's only 11. Fucking pussies.
"Hey you need help" I turn around and see Mattia in the door frame looking at me with a smirk on his face.
"Actually I just finished. Bad timing buddy." I laugh and sit down on my bed.
He closes the door and sits across from me.
"So, I wanted to tell you about Latrelle" I say letting out a big huff.
He adjusts himself and looks right at me.
"It's started last year. A new girl. She'd always get bullied by Jenna's bitchass so that's why we have so much beef. We got partnered in biology for a project. We clicked immediately. After we both got an A on the project we still talked after that. Her name was Jazymn. But our crew and I would call her Jazz or jazzy. We became best friends. No one could ever come between us or break us apart. She knew about the gang and my family but she didn't care. She was a real one. Then it became her 15th birthday. It was great. I put that quince together all by myself. By that time spooky had some unfinished business with Latrelle. So, they tried to target me. Me and Jazymn were out on the dance floor." *-My voice starts breaking*- "She saw Latrelle pull up behind us so she pushed me out of the way. The bullet went right to her heart." I start crying.
"Hey hey it's okay" Mattia try's to comfort me.
"S-she lost her life because of me. I- I could've  kept her away from that, maybe I shouldn't have made the quince in the first place." I break out in tears.
"Come here." Mattia says holding out his arms. I dive my head into his chest sobbing.
"Now every time I see Latrelle I just freeze and that night keeps playing in my head on repeat." I cry even more.

"Don't show fear. Or else he will rub it in your face. He will taunt you and tease you because of that night" Mattia says softly.
"You're right, I- I just can't stop thinking about her." I respond.
"And that's fine. I know what if feels like." Mattia says rubbing my back.
I wipe my tears away and calm down.
"Thank you Mattia." I said.
"Yeah of course shawty, nothing to worry about." He replies

"Ew never call me that." I giggle.
"Okay okay chill, just don't shoot me in the foot or something." Mattia laughs.
"Hmm, i don't know about that but just watch your back" I wink at him.
"Well, I bet ales waiting for me at my house probably for me to cook something so imma head out." He says standing up.
"Oooo when he is a chef." I chuckle.
"I'm a bomb ass chef iz, just wait till you try my pasta." He replies.
"Yum can't wait." I say.
"See you tomorrow iz. Thank you for today, can't wait for the rest of them." He smiles.
"Bound to be lost of surprises." I roll my eyes.
"But yeah see you tomorrow at skoo" I finish my sentence.

He closes the door and walks downstairs, out of the door. I follow him and wave. I turn back around to see Diego and Devyn in the kitchen smiling at me.
"What?" I begin blushing a little.
"Oh cmon what do you mean 'what' you know what you were doing" Devyn teases.
"I wasn't doing anything I told him about Jaz." I roll my eyes.
"Yeah okay, but if you get your heart broken by him, I'm putting his ass to sleep." Diego joins.
"IM NOT DATING HIM." I shout running upstairs.
"YOU WILL BE" Devyn yells back.

I laugh a little and walk into my room. I do my night routine and get ready for bed. I try to sleep but there's just something on my mind. I eventually shake it off and fall asleep.