TFP The predacon femme

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hey my readers i don't know if i'm going to update anytime soon 

i'm going through a vary emotional time right now

well before my pap died he built himself a home from scratch an started to clean up his old home an that land was no longer in his name, he was a good man that dealt with peaces of shit like my father 

my father is a druggy, has no job,he would not pay his own bills he would let his dad no make his dad pay them, he wouldn't even see his father(my pap is my father's father) when he was on chemotherapy because he was pissed off at him for a stupid reason

my pap wanted me to have his place if anything happened too him, i told my father that i wanted to move out there as soon as I got a job, that wouldn't even be a year before i did get one, an  that i didn't want him in that house 

he said that it was mine then right after said he was going to rent it out to someone so they could pay his bills, i wouldn't want someone to live in something thats mine before me

i don't want to lose my paps home to my father because everything he gets he fucking ruins it

an now my aunt is moving so i won't be able to take care of what my pap left

I don't know how many will actually read this but at the moment i could care less. I don't know how to feel anymore i feel like i have no one. I hide what i truly feel but i don't know how too say my feelings.

I'm sorry if this makes no sense, hope u understand the slow update.

Goodbye my readers.