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"Ha, Tendou don't even think about joining our team, okay?"
"Monster"
"Pshycopath"
"What the hell is wrong with this guy?"
"Ewwwww, get away from me"
"Monster"

Tendou's POV

I can't remember the last time someone willingly hung out with me. Then suddenly one day He appeared. Ushijima Wakatoshi. For some reason, he decided to sit next to me at lunch on the first day of middle school. Whether it was because he was new to the school and hadn't heard about me or whether he just didn't care about that stuff, I still have no clue. But the important part is that someone actually acknowledged me. And not in a bullying way.

Somewhere along the lines, we began to have some sort of friendship. It was mostly me being annoying, when was I not? And gradually that friendship grew deeper and deeper, and before I knew it, I was too far in to escape...

He knew.

He'd seen it.

One day, I skipped class in the middle of a panic attack. I know. Shocking, right? The pshycopathic monster has emotions. Somehow, he knew. Then he walked in, took the blade right out of my hands, threw it away and bandaged my cuts up. He claimed to have seen them while we were at his house the other day, noticed that I was looking a bit... Different this morning and figured out what was wrong.

He knew about my depression. He knew why I acted the way I did. He told me I didn't have to hide around him. I could smile if I wanted to, cry if I wanted to, hug him if I wanted to and just be myself in general.

That was the first time someone had figured out and broke through my mask.

Eventually I started doing just that. Then highschool came around and we shared a dorm. I was finally able to get away from my mother. Oh, yeah. Wakatoshi knew about that too. He knew that my dad had died a while back. He knew that my mom and I were super close for a while. He knew that I tried coming out to her. He knew that I was gay. He knew that she was a homophobic abusive bitch.

Maybe he stayed friends with me out of pity, or whatever it was, but he was there, and that's all that mattered to me. I finally had someone. Someone who didn't want to bully me or hurt me. In highschool things started to look up. No one bullied me and the volleyball team actually didn't seem to mind me. But that didn't last long. People must think I'm stupid.

"Ugh fuck... Tendou is so goddamn annoying"

"I know right? And we can't just ignore him, as much as I hate him, he's decent at volleyball so we gotta make him think that we like him."

"Oh yeah can you believe it? I heard him and Ushijima-san talking in the bathroom. Apparently the dumbass monster had depression and cuts himself."

"Ha, he totally deserves that, if it's even real. I bet he's just saying that so Ushijima-san will stay with him out of pity."

"I also heard him saying that he was gay."

"Ha, so he's a fag  too? That's priceless."