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If you can't tell my mental health is utter shit right now so this is gonna be ✨𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓼𝓽𝔂✨

Oikawa's POV

I felt the breeze run through my hair... High up here no one could catch me... For once I didn't feel the constricting weight on my chest... It were still there but I couldn't feel it, almost like I was free... For once. No more ushijima or kageyama who I could never beat. I didn't have to put up with my only loved one insulting me every day. I didn't have to deal with that home life I cried and prayed everyday to get rid of. Of course this was temporary... I couldn't stay on the rooftop forever.

If I jumped off... Maybe that feeling would be there forever...

I was planning on doing just that anyways. I could hear the police car sirens. I heard my phone buzzing like crazy. Probably Iwaizumi... It doesn't feel right to call him that... No matter how much he hurt me yesterday, I still can't get rid of my attachment to him... Ahhh why am I delaying this... The police will be here soon. I don't have much time. I should jump now. But I can't. I can't feel. I can't feel anything. I felt my heart in my throat as the door to the roof opened...

Then slowly

Right leg first

I jumped

Wow I should've done this earlier

Despite all the noise around me

It was strangely... Quiet

I felt every weight lifting off my chest

Then I saw something moving to where I was landing

No

Wait

Don't save me

You're hurting me more

I don't wanna stay here

Dads gonna yell at me if he knows I'm in the hospital

And if he knows I inflicted injury upon myself because he should've been the one to give me pain

God

No let it fail

No one likes me anyways

Iwa-cha- Iwaizumi might've in the past

Clearly not anymore

No one on my team likes me

They all said at some point they didn't want to be friends with me because I was going to scout out their weaknesses

I can't help it, that's how I was raised

When the only thing you exist for is gaining your father money... You need to know how to fight off the ones who don't pay for service