i love you.....
i love you so much that it hurts sometimes...
not just sometimes actually
all the time
and i fucking hate it
it hurts so bad
everyday i ask myself...
why you?
you clearly don't care about me
you care about him though.
and it hurts
it hurts so fucking much god damn it
you care about her
you may be mean but you still acknowledge him
but why
why is it me, who you don't pay attention to
why me, who is just a minor inconvenience to you
why me, who you ignore
why me, you're homophobic
why me, we're so different
why, you're not even nice to me
why is it me who had to fall for you?
you hate me
you don't even try to hide it
you'd rather spend a day with him
you'd rather spend a day with her
you'd chose anyone on our team over me
so why did i fall for you?
i always feel like crying because of you
maybe if i'd done a different sport
maybe if i'd joined a different team.
maybe i'd love someone else
someone who actually found worth in me
someone who appreciated my presence
someone who noticed changes in me that i did for you
someone who was kind and accepting
someone open minded
someone who
loved me too
yeah congrats you caught me this was a rant... sorry this was short i don't have the mental energy or health to write something with quality right now...
request a ship if you want just know that it'll be suuuppppeerrrr angsty...
see ya later bitches, love u guys❤️😗(that emoji always reminds me of oiks who i have a growing obssession with cuz ik people make fun of him but he's so hard working and shit and i fucking love him)
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Fanfictionidk how this is gonna go but ..... also maybe inconsistent updates cuz I get rly busy sometimes... So this book will include: basically angst and nothing else... You can request but I won't write lemons or smut
