Her One True Love (GirlXGirl SPG - ON HOLD)

Chapter 7 (Part 1)

Ten years ago…

One, Two, Three. Gotcha.

As expected, tumingin ulit ang magandang babae sa direksiyon ko for the nth time nang magkunwari akong busy sa pagtingin sa cellphone ko. She was seated three vacant chairs away from my right as we are waiting for the boarding time for the Singapore Airlines flight back to Manila. Malamang mag-sintangkad lang kami at 5’8” base sa kaniyang pagkakaupo.

If my instinct won’t fail me, hindi na bago sa akin ang ganoong tingin na nagpapahiwatig she’s interested but overly shy to make the first move. I pretended clueless sa ginagawa niya para hindi siya mahiya since I was enjoying her gaze towards me.

I think she’s attractive kahit hindi ko pa siya nakikita sa malapitan pero hindi pa rin siya makakapantay sa nag-iisang babaeng talagang nakapukaw ng atensiyon ko twenty years ago. The rest of the girls after her were either one night stands or who pursued me until they let themselves be dominated by me in bed for several times. Isa sa mga nagtagumpay to keep me as her own for several years was Cathy. Pilipina ang ina at Singaporean ang kaniyang ama, kagaya ko rin. She was sweet, loving and irresistibly beautiful that there came a time that I thought I already changed my feelings at siya na ang pumalit kay Emely sa puso ko.

But I was completely wrong. I haven’t felt happy with Cathy because I was trying to teach myself to love her that it even came to the point I was faking my feelings. God knows I tried and even committed myself to her with a monogamous relationship. Kaya nga nang madestino ulit si Papa pabalik sa Pilipinas three years ago, nagpaiwan ako at nagsama kami ni Cathy as live-in partners. But Cathy was eaten by her own insecurities sa buong panahon ng pagsasama namin. Hindi maalis-alis sa isip niya na kahit siya ang kasama ko ay iba pa rin ang laman ng puso ko.

I assured her na siya lang talaga and I want our relationship to last pero hindi siya maniwala sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung ginamit na lang niya iyong dahilan lately or what, to ditch me out of her life because two weeks ago, she called it quits. She told me she’s seeing someone and she has plans of living with her new girl.

Nasaktan ako kahit papaano dahil nag-exert din naman ako ng effort to love her and make the relationship work out for both of us. But at the same time, a bigger part of me was relieved. Kaya naisip kong hindi naman ako ang nang-iwan at naghanap ng iba. So it’s unfair for me na magmukmok sa isang sulok. I deserve to go out and after three years of being one-woman woman, dalawang linggo akong nag-bar hopping taking different girls each night that are willing to submit their sexual pleasures to me in bed. And now that I lost my reason to stay here in Singapore so I decided to come back home.

Even going home will probably mean meeting Emely again. Wala na akong naging balita sa kaniya since that night in the hospital ten years ago when she drove me away and the next day nagbalik na kami dito sa Singapore ng parents ko. Naisip ko kasing makinig na lang sa kaniya to leave her alone, she and her brother, my ex-boyfriend Janus na kahit sa umpisa ay sobrang sakit. At ang sinadya kong news block out ay nakatulong sa akin ng malaki to heal at least a big part of my heart aches.

Mahirap kasing makipag-relasyon sa isang taong hindi tanggap ang sariling pagkatao dahil worst comes to worst, she’ll give up on you easily and I was dumb to fall in love with her. Until now I’m still dumb because I’m still thinking about her.

Mukhang na-absorbed nga ako ng pag-iisip dahil pagtingin ko sa direksiyon ng magandang babae, wala na siya sa kinauupuan niya. I was about to look around when boarding time started. Mag-a-alas dos na ng madaling araw at kung walang magiging aberya before six in the morning nasa Manila na ako.

Konti lang ang pasahero sa Economy class cabin kaya naisip ko na baka wala akong makakatabi sa upuan. Nasa malapit kasi sa toilet ang naka-assign sa aking seat number. Dalawang upuan sa huli sa left side ng airplane. Tatlo ang upuang nasa harapan ko at mga nauna samantalang apat namang magkakatabi sa may kanan na pinakagitna ng cabin and another two sa right side. Malapit ako sa may bintana but at this time useless din naman at puro dilim ang makikita sa labas aside from lighted lamps on the runways.

A minute before take-off, dumating ang makakatabi ko na walang iba kung hindi iyong babaeng panakaw-nakaw ng sulyap sa akin kanina. Pero hindi siya nagsalita. Basta umupo na lang at umiwas ng tingin sa akin. Probably I was wrong in thinking she’s hot for me a while ago dahil deadma lang niya ako kaya I finally dismissed the idea at binuklat-buklat ko na lang ang isang magazine na kinuha ko sa lalagyan sa aking harapan habang hinihintay ang pag-take off ng eroplano.

When the seat-belt sign illuminated above us, I buckled myself. Napansin kong hindi maikasa ng babae ang kaniyang seatbelt so I decided to offer my help. “Gusto mong tulungan kita?”

Tumingin siya sa akin saka ngumiti showing a set of perfect white teeth and her thin lips that are naturally pink even without lipstick. “Okay lang?”

Her eyes swept all over my short cut black hair to my small and close set eyes, short pointed nose and thin red lips. My creamy white cheeks turning slightly pink from her gaze.

Tumango ako, my eyes suddenly glued to her beautiful diamond shaped face, upturned brown eyes and thin eyebrows which are a bit far from her eyes pero bumagay pa rin sa maganda niyang mukha. Mas maputi ako sa kaniya ng bahagya.

I unbuckled my belt and straightened my black polo shirt so I can move freely. Paglapit ko sa kaniya para i-tsek ang kaniyang seat belt, nanuot sa ilong ko ang amoy ng kaniyang perfume. A very feminine and sweet floral scent that is inducing desire inside of me. I stop my fingers from reaching out her long black hair with curls from shoulders down with shades of brown. Sinabihan ko na lang ang sarili ko to focus on the belt and start fixing it even I felt my clit throbbed.

“Medyo na-twist pala ang belt sa loob ng buckle,” sabi ko sa kaniya letting my eyes probed from her short and rounded nose down to her lips. Hindi ko alam kung nagkataon lang o sinadya niya dahil pagtingin ko, she darted her red tongue out and lick her lower lip reflecting the light above the cabin. “You can try now.”

She looked all female to me so I might be misinterpreting that gesture as teasing so I cleared the lump formed in my throat and let her tried buckling the belt again which it work at this time.

“Thank you,” sabi niya, opening her black blazer revealing her spaghetti strap stretchable top na nakahakab sa kaniyang malulusog na dibdib at flat stomach like her second skin.

“Welcome,” sabi ko making little gulps from the erotic scenes lingering in my mind, my hands cupping those breasts. “By the way, I’m-”

She cut me off immediately. “Don’t tell me your name please.”

I moved away in confusion and buckled my own. “Okay.”

“Mamaya mo na lang sabihin,” dagdag pa niya. She gave a seductive grin that is too inviting that made me think again that maybe she’s really flirting with me.

Nahirapan akong alisin ang tingin ko sa kaniya at nang magtagumpay ako, her luscious mounds and the dip in the middle of her upper chest was like an afterimage na kahit nakapikit na ako at nagsimula nang mag-take off ang eroplano hindi pa rin mawalawala sa isip ko.

My libido soared at its peak these last two weeks and the scent of the woman on my right is fueling it up even more. Habang pataas ang eroplano, pataas din ang nararamdaman kong antisipasyon ng pwedeng mangyari kung at least mag-try akong magparamdam.

Pero paano kung straight siya? Paano kung magwala at tawagin akong bastos or pervert? The last thing I want for myself is to be taken by airport security once we landed for being a perverted jerk.

Nagpikit na lang ako ng mga mata at nanatiling naka-seat belt kahit nang marinig ko ang bing sound that signifies the plane already reached its target altitude kaya pwede nang mag-unbuckle. I heard the movement of the woman beside me when she unbuckled her belt and almost her every movements.

God help me. I shouted to myself as I felt her arm touched my right resting on the common armrest between our chairs. Basta nakadikit lang, hindi gumagalaw which make it even worst dahil bumilis ang pagtibok ng puso ko. When I was about to linger and feel the heat igniting from our connection, she pulled away making me gasps and wanting for more.

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