polar opposites (jikook)

things changed

Jungkooks pov

Today is the day I can go back to school!!! Young-jae is 2 weeks old, I've left some 'breast' milk in the fridge so all jiyoung needs to do is heat it up...my baby bump has now gone, my stomach is now flat again.... mostly because two days after i came out of the hospital I was exercising a lot.

I change into my cheer uniform (with a bra on underneath with pads in it so I don't leak any milk) and then pick young-jae up from his crib, his eyes open and he grabs my finger making me smile. I walk downstairs and using one hand I make myself some toast, young-jae starts to cry, I stop making toast and look at him "you hungry baby boy" I nod and then sit at the table

I feed young-jae, all the cheer team walk downstairs, Jin looks at me "have you eaten already kook??" I shake my head "I was gonna make some toast but then he got hungry so I have to feed him" Jin nods "I'll finish the toast" I nod, young-jae finishes, I pull my bra up and my cheer uniform and then burp him, Felix Huffs and walks into the kitchen "those footballers are getting on my nerves"

I giggle "what are they doing??" Young-jae let's out a little burp, I then move him so I'm holding him comfortably, Felix looks at me "they're non-stop throwing things at our window" I nod "I see....that could be Jennie though.... she's still living over there" Felix nods "cause she has nothing better to do with her time"

There is a knock on the door, I stand up still holding young-jae, I walk to the front door seeing the rest of the team walking into the kitchen in their uniforms, I open the door and smile "hey eomma, come on in!" Jiyoung smiles and walks in "today I get to look after my grandson! I'm so excited" I smile and pass young-jae to her "remember he will feed every two hours and-" she giggles "I've had kids,I know..now you guys should get going"

I nod and grab my bag, I kiss young-jae's head "remember he's going to jimins tonight....bye bye baby boy...see you tomorrow morning" we all walk out saying goodbye to jiyoung and young-jae. I huff when our path gets cut off by the football team, I cross my arms "I'm better now,meaning I will rip every ones dick off if you don't move out my way, you want your girlfriend or boyfriend go to them, just move out MY path"

Jackson Huffs "jeez good to know she's back to normal" I roll my eyes and push past them and then bump into someone, I groan "move jimin" he sighs "I'm not trying to make you mad, how's young-jae???" I nod "he's fine, can we walk and talk??" He nods.

We walk in a group, me and jimin leading. Jimin looks at me "he been sleeping through the nights??" I shake my head "nope! A feed every two hours....oh he's coming to yours tonight....I've packed a small bag for him...it's got milk, diapers,wipes, everything you need for him" he nods again "what if I get stuck with something??" I giggle "I'm only next door jimin, I'm not 10 miles away, even at 1am just knock on the door and I'll answer"

He smirks "you giggled" I nod "sometimes you're actually funny..." He gasps "I am????" I roll my eyes "shut up"
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We arrive at school, the cheer team wave goodbye to the football team, jimin turns to me, I look at him "what's wrong?" He sighs "can you wear this?" He holds out his football jacket, I tilt my head "what why???" He sighs again "cause I get jealous and protective easily, and since so many people adore you, if you wear this then they'll know that you're not on the market.....at the moment.....because..... because you've just had a baby"

I raise my eyebrow "because I've had a baby?? No other reason?" Taehyung smirks "nice save jimin" jimin glares at him but then turns back to me "just please.... unless you want me to be always with you today" I take the jacket "god no, I'll wear it" I put the jacket on "now you have to come get young-jae after school....5?" He nods "sounds good" changbin Huffs "dude we have a party tonight remember?? At our place!!"

I cross my arms "then he can't go over to yours" jimin sighs "he'll be with me at all times in my room away from the party, you can even check on us from time to time through the window....I promise you I won't party or anything" dark chuckles "I'll keep an eye on him kook" I nod "fine....one slip up and he won't be going over again you'll have to come see him" jimin nods "okay"

I then walk into school with the cheer team, I walk to my locker and huff "what is all of this??" All over my locker were notes stuck to it and something written underneath all the notes in spraypaint, Felix tilts his head "the fuck is this???" I shrug

I pull all the notes off and my eyes widen, the spraypaint says
'owned by pjm'
I growl, that fucking alpha will pay!!! I see the football team walk in, people in the corridor go silent, I growl loudly "JIMIN YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!!" he looks at me "what have I do- whoa what happened to your locker?" He walks over with the rest of the footballers

I glare at them all "which one of you did this??" They all shake their heads, I look at taehyung who shakes his head again "I joke about this but I'd never do this to you jungkook....none of us would..." Tears roll down my cheeks, I look back at my locker and then at the cheer team "was it any of you???" They all shake their heads. I look at the notes that were once on my locker, I read some

"Pregnant with his child"
"Ha slut"
"Jeon jungkooks a slut"
"Pregnant at 17, disgusting"
"Probably forced herself on him"
"Used jimins rut as an excuse"
"Heat? Yeah right, she's been eye fucking jimin ever since day one!"
"Bet she forced jimin-oppa"

But the one that hurt me the most was:

"I bet her parents aren't proud of her"

I look at jimin "I should've got rid of him" his eyes widen "what? Jungkook you're saying you'd kill our baby because of what people are saying? Jungkook it doesn't matter what people are saying, the thing that matters is that we have a baby boy...yea he wasn't planned...and yes we aren't together....but he's our child and he will be no matter what...you have all the cheer and football team to help you...I will help you..."

I look down "everyone in this school thinks I fucking forced you to fuck me!..." Jimin shrugs "and we all know you didn't....you need to stop letting things people say get to you....calm down and get to class" since when has he been so nice to me. I nod and open my locker and grab my books then walk to class, people laugh at me in the corridors but many just give me a sad look. We get into class and I sit down away from everyone, including my cheer team. I lean my head on the desk and take in jimins scent off his jacket...it's calming....

I'm such a bad person....I'm such a bad mother....and friend.....and now I've lost everything I ever worked for in school....it's all falling down....I might just give up....I don't have hope anymore....no ambition....no motivation.....it's all just broken...and all because I was an idot!!