polar opposites (jikook)

excuses

Jungkooks pov

I stay still underneath jimin led in the snow, I'm in a lot of pain but I ignore it for now, the snow around us was red and snow was still falling from the clouds

Jimin looks down at me "if I get off you won't run will you?" I growl, he rolls his eyes "then I'm not getting off...look jungkook i-"
I cut him off and mimic him "I'm sooo sorry jungkook,I really wasn't thinking, I thought blah blah blah bullshit,shitty excuses, I love you with all my heart blah blah blah lies, even more bullshit!!"

I hear yoongi snicker, jimin growls a little "don't interrupt me" I whimper "s-sorry..."
Damn stupid omega instincts...I should apologize to him

Jimin looks away "I know you hate me...and you always will" I nod "yeah no shit Sherlock"
Jimin growls a little "but everything I've tried my hardest to change for you! But then you tell me that you don't want me to change!"

I shake my head "I said I want you to change for being an asshole! But you can't seem to do that anyway!!" Jimin scoffs "the only reason I'm an asshole is because we can never talk out our problems because you always run away!!"

I nod "I run away because I'm scared!! That's all I know how to do! You're an alpha! Omegas are supposed to run away if you get mad!! I can't fucking help that you scare me!!"
Jimin tilts his head "how come you're scared of me and not yoongi?" I shrug "because maybe I have a good brotherly bond with yoongi, he's like my older brother, he cares about me!!"

Jimin tears up "I care about you!!! You and young-jae mean everything to me!!" I look over at yoongi "and how many times have you said that?" Namjoon chuckles "first time actually, normally it's 'i love you and young-jae with all my heart'" I look back a jimin "wow I'm so proud of you...did you come up with that pathetic excuse in your tiny tiny brain?"

Jimin growls "change normal jungkook" I tilt my head "why?" He growls, I huff and change human again and he does the same.
He looks me up and down and I gasp when he places himself between my legs

I put my hands on his chest trying to Push him away "hey! Get off me! You dumb alpha!" He shakes his head "no! Listen to me jungkook!" I hear yoongi and Jin growl, I hesitate but look at them and shake my head and they stop growling

Jimin sighs "look down" I hesitate but look down "okay? All I can see is your crotch seriously close to mine and I don't like it" he rolls his eyes and makes me look at him again "no...we fit together perfectly" I raise an eyebrow "I think anyone could sit between my legs and say they fit there...it's how rapists talk"

He growls and his eyes flash red but he calms down "look jungkook please...all I ask is one more chance...i-"
Yoongi walks to us and pushes jimin off me, I change into my wolf form again and stand next to yoongi ignoring the pain even more.

Yoongi growls at jimin "why should he trust you again?! He's given you too many chances jimin and you somehow managed to fuck them all up!...now tell me jimin...did you take my mate and fuck him as well?" Jimin changes back into his wolf and shakes his head "no! I'd never fuck taehyung!" Taehyung looks at us "yoongi you really think I'd do that to you...and hoseok?"

Yoongi shrugs "when your friends with an asshole like jimin i wouldn't expect anything less...In my honest opinion with you all I don't think me and jungkook should've ever come back here... you've all hurt him too many times and im fed up with trying to stop jungkook killing himself!! If all of you opened your eyes and saw that he was hurting then maybe we wouldn't be in this situation!!!"

Jin tilts his head "a-all of us?" Yoongi nods "you all didn't come after jungkook when he ran away! You were all too busy yelling at jimin! If I didn't make it in time then jungkook would be led in the snow like the other assholes!!"
Jin looks at me, I look down, Jin starts to cry "b-but I've always been there for him! I raised him!" Yoongi shrugs "and yet you just sit there and don't run after him when he's in danger!!" Jin nods "because I'm a weak omega!! I try my hardest to be strong for him!! I'd lay my life on the line for jungkook!!" Hoseok sighs "this is all jimins fault!! Why did you let them get to your head jimin!!! You dumb fuck!!"

Jimin cries and looks down "you wanna know the real reason I was being an asshole?! The reason I was so distant and let people get to my head?!" I nod "that would be helpful...what excuse now?" Jimin looks at me "fine!....
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I was planning to propose to you!"
We all go silent, my eyes widen "w-w-what?"

He nods "I was so vunerable because I already assumed you didn't love me...I didn't think you wanted to marry me...I was stupid...so when my dad showed me that clip it got to my head easily... mina took advantage of me...and I let her...and since you were so close to yoongi...I thought something was going on between you both...I had the ring and everything...I planned on taking you out and proposing.... because if I proposed to you...then nobody else could have you... you'd be mine.....but I fucked up!..like I always do"

Yoongis eyes widen "you thought something was going on between me and jungkook?" Jimin nods "you two were so close...and when you both left together to Busan...I thought you ran away together....I let mina take advantage of my state...and I'm so fucking sorry...if I didn't let anyone get to my head then this would have never happened..."
I stay silent looking at jimin

He planned to propose to me.......

((A/N: plot twist, jiminie planned to propose...
And a lot of you said I shouldn't delete this FF, the reason I was planning on deleting it is because I've been getting quite a lot of hate on it...and people saying it's hard to read because of all the self-harming and depression mentions in it....so I just kinda assumed if I deleted it people wouldn't have a hard time reading it and I wouldn't get hate on it))