polar opposites (jikook)

Jungkooks past

Jungkooks pov

I let more tears fall and look at jimin "fine!...you wanna know?...I'll tell you!...I'll tell you all about my past! And when you pack your things and leave me I will Remind you of what you've said to me before!!...why don't you gather everyone around so they can listen in as well?!"

Jimin rolls his eyes "why are you beinh a drama queen about it?!" I growl "BECAUSE I KNOW AFTER I TELL YOU,YOU WILL ALL FEAR ME!!"
He growls at me "DONT YELL AT ME!" More tears roll down my cheeks

Namjoon, taehyung,hoseok,yoongi,Jin, young-jae,jimin all sit down on the couches, I look at them all "you all think I'm hiding something?...you wanna know why and what I'm hiding? Fine...

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I went feral...I lost control of my wolf...and I killed someone and seriously injured another....and then the man who survived made it out like he was the victim when I'm reality he was the one who gave me this scar"

I lift up my shirt and there is a scar across my stomach that says 'owned'
I don't dare look at anyone.
I pull my shirt down again and cry more "he...he raped me...and gave me this scar....then he threatened my family...and ....and I lost control....my wolf attacked them and killed a man and a woman and scarred the man for life...I went feral and when the police arrived I was found.....eating another wolf....I never told anyone because the one person I did tell...ran away...my parents..threw me out on the streets because they didn't want a feral wolf as a son"

I hesitate but look up at everyone who had fear all over their expressions...I quickly look away when jimin stands up "why did they let you go? You aren't safe to be around..."
Hearing this shatters my heart, I shrug "t-they s-s-said I calmed down...if I didn't snap back to reality after two weeks they would put me down....I got to Thursday on the second week...."

Jins eyes widen "you were almost put down?!" I nod and wipe my tears but they keep falling. Young-jae looks at jimin. "Appa? What does feral mean??" Jimin looks at young-jae "it's when you can't control your wolf...you go crazy and you hurt innocent People for no reason"

I shake my head and look at them both "I had a reason! I would have never hurt them if they didn't do something beforehand!" Jimin looks at me "how can we trust a feral wolf??....what else are you hiding from us?"