Your Number One [Editing]

Prologue

4 years.

For 4 years I've been waiting for him to come back.

For 4 long years, I survived without him by my side. I survived the agony that was killing me for a long time.

But right now, I'm wondering how did I do that?

He was my life.

I gave him my everything, but I needed to give him up. Not because of my petty reasons but because I love him and I want to see him succeed.

I know he's hurt but he doesn't have any idea that I'm the one who's hurting the most. I'm not pointing fingers at anyone but I just wanted him to know that it hurts so much when I made that decision.

I'm wondering if he would still remember me?

I'm thinking if he would still be the same man that I love.

Now that I heard he's coming home, I wonder if he's mad at me or he would not care at all?

If I apologize, I'm wondering if he'll ever forgive me?

Nasanay na ako na mahalin sya mula sa malayo. Lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay niya, alam ko. Iyong mga problema niya, alam ko rin.

Lahat, alam ko.

Because even if he's too far for my hands to hold him, he's still too near for my heart to love him.