"Just hold me in your heart, let the ocean take me."
-Don't Lean On Me, The Amity Affliction
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Ace,
i cut for the first time since leaving the school. i felt like scum after. i feel filthy. its pathetic. im pathetic. i just want to want to care about myself. things would be so much less fucked if i cared about myself. but i dont even know me. and if im going to be honest i dont think i want to. i just feel... done. its like ive been running this marathon since the day i killed you and i just cant make it to the finish line. i just cant reach and im so fucking tired of telling myself that i need to keep going and i really just want somebody to hold me but no one knows that i need that and that fact is killing me more than anything. im just so fucking tired of trying to make this shit work
-daniel
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Hello, My Name Is Daniel
Teen FictionDaniel's mom sends him away to a boarding school she believes will help him. Or at least, that's what the doctor told her as she signed the papers after Alice, his sister, brought him to the hospital. Battling depression, faced with neglect, dealing...
