Sister protection program

5 • reason to hate

I sigh walking into my small dorm room. I look down and realize I still have one of the boys shirts on. "Great" I mumble to myself. That means I'm going to have to see them again to give it back.

Suddenly I realize something. I don't even have any of their numbers.
I guess it doesn't matter, the boys will show up unexpectedly again soon, they're pretty good at that.
Heck, they'll probably kidnap me again too.
Those boys are stubborn.

I lay my back on my bed and take a deep breath.
"Fuck. Aubrey." I shoot up and search for my phone. I quickly hit her contact cursing under my breath walking back and forth in my room.
Sometimes I feel like her mother looking after her.
I stop. I hear a ring in the next room.
I go out and stumble into her room to see her laying in her bed with the boy from last night.
Aubrey looks up from the light coming in from
the door I opened "oh hey" she mumbles rubbing her eyes. "Just making sure you're alive" I laugh. The boy starts to wake up too and I leave the room.
Well that was awkward.

I go back into my room. "Fuckkk" I drag out "that stupid heart anatomy paper" I face palm realizing my paper that is due tomorrow.
How the heck am I supposed to write a 1500 word paper with the worst hangover of my life??
That roofie isn't no joke.

I plop down in my desk chair slowly opening my Mac book. I get about two sentences in when I just feel so stressed. So much is going on right now. I feel the urge to call Sam and rant, but realize I can't.

I think about what the boys said.
How everything I did with Sam and how Sam was there for me I could have again "times four." But I don't what that times four. I just want him.

My thoughts are interrupted by my door opening. I don't even look to know it's Aubrey. She lays on my bed.
"What happened to you last night? I tried calling you to make sure you were okay" she says grabbing one of my pillows playing with it.
I turn in my chair to her "well I-"
"No fucking way!" She cuts me off quickly sitting up and I stare in confusion.
"You slept over at a guys house!" She points to my t-shirt I was wearing.
"No! Well, not exactly. Technically four guys in snd it was in Sydney"
She sits in shock with her mouth open.
"Lillian you lucky devil"

"Aubrey no it's not-"
"You're not a virgin anymore!" She yells throwing a pillow at me.
"Aubrey can you stop yelling that!"
"Lillian isn't a virgin anymore! She got fucked by four dudes!" She whisper yells and I stand up and wack her with the pillow.
"Will you listen to me already!"
"Of course! I want to hear all about it" she teases sitting up putting her two fists to her chin leaning forward.

"It was the guys from the other week I told you about." I say sitting back down in my desk chair.
"Oh the 'we were sent by your brother and now we're you're knight and shining armor' guys?" She says making a funny voice making fun of them.
I laugh, "yes, that's them."
"You fucked them?!" She whisper yells.
"What? No! Aubrey I didn't fuck anybody."
She sits back against the wall playing with the end of the pillow casually. "Oh. What a shame."

I shake my head gathering my thoughts.
It was impossible with this girl.
"They kidnapped me because I was roofied at the club by a guy that tried to take me away. They took me to their beach house in Sydney-"
"A beach house?!" she says tilting her head.
"Really? That's what you picked up on from that?" I say making a full circle in my spinning chair.
"They tried to fuck you!" She states like she was solving a puzzle on Wheel of Fortune.
"Aubrey" I shoot a glare. "Sorry."

"...They want me to stay at their beach house over the summer."
"That sounds cool if you ask me." She shrugs.
"I'm not seeing the problem" she finishes, swinging her legs over the side of my bed.
"I just don't think it's a good idea. They are assholes!"
"I mean, they took you home last night instead of some random guy raping you. Gave you one of their shirts too. Didn't they drive you back here?" She points to the shirt again. I sit back.
I guess I didn't think of that.

"And you'll be in Sydney this summer instead of Melbourne with your dad, We can hang out all summer!"
I still don't respond.
"What do they look like anyway?" She asks.
I realize I have never looked up their social media. I look up Micheal first. The last post he posted was a picture of the four guys and Sam when he passed.
"That's them?!" I nod. "Wow they're all hot" she comments. She looks at the photo and up at me and then back at the photo. "Especially the blond one."

I look through all of their instagrams. None of them post very much expect Luke. I found that Michael has a girlfriend and Calum has a sister but nothing scandalous.

Doesn't matter. I hate them.