Ocean Breeze

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I woke up to the seagulls squalling and the ocean breeze blowing in. Keegan was still fast asleep on my chest. She was always so beautiful. Fucking Idiot. I cursed myself for falling for someone, a teacher at that. But she wasn't just anyone. I had slowly gotten to know her. She was smart, gorgeous, kind, and funny. I knew better than to go this far down this road with anyone.

Maybe she wasn't feeling what I was feeling. I also knew that wasn't true. I could see in the way she looked at me and in every touch. She had the ability to shatter my heart into a million pieces and if she was feeling even a smidgeon of what i was feeling I knew I would shatter hers.

I got up and pulled out a pad of paper and started drawing. I felt the familiar unease grow in my stomach. My body was aching and I did my best not to wake Keegan as I ran to the bathroom. I turned on the shower before vomiting. I hated this and I didn't want her to see it, I didn't want anything to ruin the amazing weekend we were having. I jumped in the shower and then made my way to the kitchen.

—-

I rolled over reaching for Ryan getting startled when I realized she wasn't there. Suddenly I smelt bacon and hash browns. A smile touched my lips and I wrapped the sheet around me and made my way to the kitchen. Ryan was on the deck placing two plates on the table. I walked out behind her. She turned around and noticed me watching.

"Wow, you look... just wow", she stammered.

I felt myself blush. Ryan came over and kissed me softly. "Damn you are always so gorgeous." She kissed me again. "So I made pancakes, bacon, and hash browns. I wasn't sure what you liked so I went with a little sweet and a little salty. And who doesn't love bacon!"

I sat down next to her and picked up a piece of bacon biting it. "mmm this is so good. I was starving." I sat the bacon back down on the plate. "You know I can feel you staring at me."

"I know. Let's go." Ryan grabbed my hand and pulled me to my feet.

"Where are we going! We haven't even eaten yet?!" Ryan was pulling me towards the beach. "Ryan what in the world. You know I'm naked! I'm not going to the beach naked. Where are you going!" I demanded laughing.

She looked back over her shoulder not continuing to pull me. "We're going for a swim!"

"Ryan no we are not going skinny dipping! What if someone sees us?"

"There's no one even around here. Plus we aren't exactly going skinny dipping I just figured saying we were going for a swim was a little more acceptable of an answer then what we're really going to do."

"And what are we really going to do? Ryan you better answer me!"

She stopped abruptly and turned towards me. A smile lit up her face and into her eyes. "I'm going to fuck you in the ocean." She smirked pulling the sheet out of its knot causing it to drop in the sand. I was left standing there, out in the open completely naked. The smile on her face was irresistible. I mirrored it with my own.

"Then why the hell are you still standing here fully clothed?" I started running towards the water. I looked back to see Ryan stripping her clothes off at record speed.

—-

We spent the whole day on the beach. Ryan brought down masks for snorkeling and boogie boards and we surfed the waves and dug in the sand finding sand dollars. We napped on the beach and cooled off in the cool water. It was truly the best day I could remember in  a really long time. Possibly the best day I had ever had. Ryan and I touched and kissed freely. She was so playful but not in an immature or annoying way. My cheeks hurt from smiling. The kisses were hot and leaning in to kiss her had become natural. We couldn't keep our hands off of each other but we had managed not to act like horny teenagers, at least not all day.

It was getting late and we were getting ready to go in. Ryan had already put her shorts on and was sitting at the shoreline staring out into the horizon.

"Hey you, you okay?"

Ryan looked up at me and smiled. "I'm more than okay. Come here."

She grabbed my hand and pulled me down between her legs resting my back on her chest. She kissed my cheek and wrapped her arms around me. "You know this is what I meant that first day in class." I didn't interrupt curious to see what she had to say. "This place feels like home. It's just so peaceful. This is what heaven would be to me. Sitting here, with this view, with an amazing woman in my arms."

"Heaven? I thought this was your ultimate future." I said with a smile.

"Same difference. This is all I want out of life."

I didn't press further I just rubbed my hand across her arm and leaned further into her. I had so many emotions running through me. The way she talked about the future bothered me. It sounded like an amazing future but she was so young not to want anything more out of life. I planted kisses up her forearm. She moved her hand to cup my face and turn it towards her.

She kissed me and I depended it. No matter how many times we kissed I always wanted more. She nibbled on my bottom lip. It was hot and passionate. I felt her fingers walking down my stomach and running along the edge of my bikini bottom. I smiled into our kiss.

"I'm sorry. I just can't get enough of you." Ryan said into my mouth.

"Don't worry, the feeling is extremely mutual."

"Then spread your legs for me baby." Her words made me even wetter. I parted my legs and she brought her fingers up to my mouth. I sucked them into my mouth staring up at her. She replaced her fingers with her tongue. Our kiss itself was enough to make me cum. Her fingers massage my clit. I was already so close to orgasm but I held back until I could reach back and up Ryan's shorts finding her wet and ready. I felt her wetness coat my fingers and started massaging her at the same rhythm she was taking me. Our orgasms hit simultaneously. Afterwards I felt so calm and at ease. We sat on the beach for another 15 minutes just enjoying each other's company.