Ocean Breeze

16

After coming in from the beach Ryan and I had showered together. She started a small grill outside and marinated the steaks she had packed. I wrapped two potatoes in tin foil to bake and tore some lettuce and shredded some cheese for a salad. She had brought tomatoes and cucumbers but I had noticed she didn't eat many vegetables so I didn't add them.

I took in the sight of Ryan at the grill looking out over the beach. She was beautiful. I had butterflies just looking at her. I felt things for her I had never felt in my lifetime. She was so different from John. He was all about the image. Drinking wine and having and flaunting all the finer things in life. He could never be this free. He would never toss on a t-shirt and throw steaks on the grill. Ryan was a 17 year old with a beach villa, an amazing jeep, and her family had tons of money from what I had gathered but here she was sun kissed and grilling with a beer in her hand. Everything about her seemed free and beautiful.

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Dinner was delicious and we had worked up a big appetite and nearly devoured everything. We were both on our fourth beer and Ryan had pulled out all stops with a candlelit dinner on the patio. It was romantic and relaxed all at the same time. I twirled the bottle between my fingers. I was dreading the thought of going back to reality. I didn't want this weekend to end. I didn't want to lose what Ryan and I had built. Whatever it was it was something more.

"You okay?" Ryan asked.

"Yeah just a lot on my mind." A tear escaped and travelled down my cheek. I wiped quickly hoping Ryan wouldn't see but she noticed every little detail about me so she couldn't have missed it.

"Come sit in the hammock with me?" She asked setting her own bottle down.

We walked over to the hammock and she turned suddenly and picked me up swinging both legs over her arm. My arms went around her neck. She sat back into the hammock pulling me with her. I rested my head on her chest and took her necklace between my fingers fiddling with it.

"Okay. Now tell me what's on your mind."

I hesitated but I felt like it was now or never. I would either regret it all or not.

"John." I answered. I felt Ryan's jaw tightened against my forehead but she didn't say anything.

"I was thinking about how not once in all of the five years I've been with John has he ever made me feel like I feel when I'm with you. It's so fucked up but when you look at me the world around me just fades away. You make me feel free. I've never felt that way before. I feel at ease with you" I said. "and you know the sex is mind blowing." I added hoping I hadn't scared Ryan.

I felt her chest rise and fall with a deep breath. "I didn't want to fall in love with you Keegan. I didn't want anything more than maybe hitting on the hot new art teacher but I got so much more than that. I'm just drawn to you. Everything about you is perfect and I know it's fucked up because of how we met and how we got to this point but I'm really really happy you're here with me. I never thought I'd find someone like you."

I rolled towards Ryan coming eye to eye with her. "You said you didn't want to fall in love with me. Does that mean you did?"

"All that and that's all you heard huh?" she asked sarcastically bringing her hand to my cheek cupping it. She ran her thumb across my bottom lip. Her touch sent chills through my body.

"Ryan." I said seriously. She just stared back into my eyes. I leaned in closing my eyes. Our lips were close enough to touch lightly. "I love you" I whispered.

"I am so in love with Keegan." Ryan closed the distance kissing me lightly. She didn't do anything to deepen the kiss. She just took my lips between her own. She stopped and I rested my head back on her chest. She pushed off the deck causing us the swing back and forth in the hammock. The sounds of the waves and the slow rocking lulled me to sleep.

—-

I woke up in the same position I had fallen a sleep in. The hammock was no longer moving and the moon was higher in the sky. Ryan was sleeping and I shook her just stirring her awake. "Hey lets get you to bed."

She groaned not opening her eyes, "I don't want to go to bed. The sooner we go to bed the sooner it'll be morning and then back to real life."

"I know babe, come on." I pulled her out the hammock with me, this time leading her into the bedroom.

I slipped out of my clothes and she did the same. We pulled back the covers and got in between the cool sheets.

"Don't fall asleep on me," Ryan whispered into the darkness. "I want to make love to you. I want you, baby."

"I've never wanted anything more." I kissed her. It was slow, hot, and passionate. I could already feel my wetness pooling between my legs. The heat was pulsing through my body.

Ryan rolled on top of me. She rolled my nipples between her fingers. "I want to taste every inch of you." She breathed between kisses. She kissed down my neck stopping to suck my nipples into her mouth. I arched into her.

"Ryan" I moaned.

"Tell me what you want" she responded.

"I want you inside me." I had never been one for dirty talk but the way Ryan did it didn't make it feel dirty. It amplified everything.

She ran her hands over my backside as she kissed down my thighs getting closer and closer to my center. She lifted my bottom bringing me into her mouth. At her touch my hips thrust  into her face. I snaked my hands into her hair holding her in place. She moved down sliding her tongue inside me. She pulled it out and returned to sucking and nibbling on my clit. She brought her hand around sliding a finger inside of me. She thrust several times adding a second and then a third. I could feel the sweat rolling off my forehead. I was rocking into her with every thrust. I looked down seeing Ryan looking up into my eyes. Our eyes locked. She lifted her face away but kept thrusting her fingers deeper and deeper inside me.

"Come for me baby". My orgasm ripped through my body at her words. She returned her mouth and rode the wave of my orgasm taking all of me in. I felt myself tighten around her fingers as I cried out.

I pulled Ryan up until we were face to face again. I brushed her sweaty hair back off her head.

"I love you Keegan." She said.

I kissed her tasting myself on her lips. "God I love you so much," I replied.