Well, it doesn't mean that I can't dance but I'm not just into it. I remembered that day when I passed the audition and BangPDnim congratulated me. I asked him if I could perform without any dancing required. Fortunately, he agreed but it turned out that I was tricked.
But it's not bad at all I guess. I've been dancing together with the boys for 6 years now and it's pretty much easier than I thought. Several choreographies had me wondering if dancing really was bad. Dancing wasn't boring at all but I'm not really a good dancer unlike Hobi, Jimin and Jungkook. But still, I've experienced dancing back when I was still a trainee.
My body can't really tolerate heavy choreography but as we huddled around the center of the dance studio planning the formation and the steps, my eyes glazed over trying to understand and let the ideas sink in. Our choreographers discussed about twirling and jumps. Yes, I wasn't really fond of dancing but I hated jumping much more. Why would such choreography include jumps and it wasn't just normal jumps were you bounce on your feet. It's the kind jumps where you literally jump high and spin. As much as I hate jumping I also hate spinning. It just makes me dizzy.
There's a part of me that really wanted to complain but I just got on with it. Seungdeuk-hyung doesn't really want anyone messing with his choreography.
We started to learn the steps gradually with the help of Hobi who immediately understood the complex choreography. Jin, Namjoon and I had a hard time working in that spinning jump.
And when we finally learned and mastered the steps, the music flowed through my ears. It was our newest song 'IDOL'. Once the music started, adrenaline started to run through my nerves. Without music, dancing seemed to be really boring but with music, I'm starting to love this.
As we danced, we also filled the room with laughter. It's very fun to spend time with them dancing and singing.
But our laughter died down when the jumps came. We all tried to concentrate so that we wouldn't fall but sadly, mine was a failed attempt.
Yep. I tried the jumps but unfortunately, I landed on my wrong foot and twisting my ankles in the process. I howled in pain as I sat on the floor clutching my sprained ankle.
