Her eyes fluttered open as the sunlight seeped through the curtains inside the room. She looked around and didn't recognize the room so she panicked but then the nervousness subsided when she remembered the string of events yesterday that led to many things.
She sat up and looked down to check that she was still wearing the clothes that she wore yesterday and thankfully they were still intact and she wasn't naked. She thought she would lose her V-card last night but no, she didn't.
What really happened last night
Yoongi's hands roamed underneath her shirt, caressing her curves as he did. He hovered above her as she lay rigid on the bed, waiting for him to do something unusual. And he did.
He leaned in, as he started planting kisses on her neck then he moved down and gently sucked on her collarbone, marking her with fresh hickeys.
She was lost in the moment. Pleasure was running through her veins as Yoongi continued his work but deep into her subconscious, she hesitated and wanted Yoongi to stop before he could fuck her.
Despite of the pleasure that Yoongi was giving her, she had the willpower to get over it. So she pushed him away and when she did, he looked at her with a frown and a confused expression.
She looked into his eyes. "Yoongi we can't do this. I'm not ready and I'm still to young for this. I know your older than me and you're more mature but please control your hormones. We're not doing it tonight and we're not doing it here."
With her words, his expression softened and he sank back down onto the side of his bed and stared at the ceiling. Through his side profile, she can see the sadness in his eyes. She can see the emotions building up inside of him but she wasn't sure why he would feel like that. It must be because of his sister's birthday and he missed her or it must be something else.
Something else that she wasn't aware of.
She was deep in thought as she observed him but then she looked away when Yoongi suddenly turned his head and faced her.
"I'm sorry."
He apologized. Why would he apologize? He didn't do anything wrong. She just had to stop him because she wasn't ready and she knew that he understood it. But deep inside her, it feels like he was apologizing for something else.....
