South Park One-Shots

Nicotine - Crenny

Trigger warning?? Swearing and mature topics(?)

   Craig sighed deeply as he heard his phone vibrate. He knew it was Kenny. Considering it was three in the morning on a school night, Kenny was the only possibility. He looked down at it and confirmed his suspicion. It was Kenny. Of course it was Kenny. 

   "Are you up?" the text read plainly. Craig frowned and quickly sent back a yes. He didn't receive a reply, but he didn't expect to. He knew when he replied that Kenny was already on his way over. Craig rose from his bed and opened his window for the other boy. He glanced up at the night sky, breathing in the crisp fall air from outside. 

   He was getting tired of these random hook ups. He wanted to be more than just a booty call to Kenny. Kenny was so much more than that to Craig, he just wanted Kenny to feel the same way. He looked away from the sky and down his street. He saw a tall figure briskly walking and assumed it was Kenny. He quietly backed away from the window and fell back onto his bed, waiting for the other boy's arrival. 

   Craig jumped slightly when he heard Kenny stumble into his room. He sat himself on his elbows, just high enough to look at the boy. Kenny looked up at Craig and grinned cheekily, only receiving an eyebrow raise in response. Craig chuckled quietly and stood up , reaching his hand out to help Kenny up. Kenny smirked and took Craig's hand, smoothly pulling the other boy into his arms. Craig's arms instinctively wrapped around the taller boy's neck. He blushed slightly as he looked up into Kenny's dazzling sapphire eyes. 

   Craig closed his eyes and pressed his forehead to Kenny's. The taller boy smiled smiled softly and wrapped his arms around Craig's waist, drawing him in closer. Craig felt Kenny's hot breath against his lips and before he even realized he was doing it, he kissed Kenny. It was just a simple kiss, until Kenny's hand slid down and Craig's slid up. As Craig curled his hand into Kenny's hair, the boy walked the two over to the bed. 

   Kenny pulled away from Craig with a mischevious glint in his eye, gently pushing Craig onto the bed. Kenny pulled his orange hoodie off and threw it on the floor, slowly climbing on top of Craig. Craig gently bit his lip as he looked up at Kenny. He was torn. He wasn't sure if he should go through with this or just tell Kenny how he felt. But when Kenny pressed their lips back together, all of Craig's rational thoughts were thrown out the window. 

   Craig gently cupped Kenny's cheeks, successfully pulling him deeper into the kiss. Kenny smirked slightly as he let his hands travel down Craig's body, stopping at his hips. Craig felt as Kenny started to slowly pull off his basketball shorts. And suddenly, Craig gently but firmly pushed Kenny away from him. Kenny leaned back in confusion but allowed Craig to stand up. Craig tried to catch his breathe as he quietly paced around his room. 

   "Craig, what's wro-"

   "Kenny. I swear to god. You're worse than nicotine!" Craig whisper yelled. Kenny frowned. He had no idea what the hell Craig was talking about. 

   "You're so fucking addictive. Every time you hit me up, I tell myself it's gonna be different this time. I tell myself that it will be more than just a fucking hook up, but it never is. It never is because you always give me that look, you always draw me in with those gorgeous eyes of yours, you always set my heart on fire with that kiss. And even when I tell myself it's going to be different, I know I'm lying. I know I'm lying because I can never get enough of you. You're like my own personal drug and I hate it because I want you to be more than just that. I want you to be more than just a fuck buddy, Kenny."

   Kenny looked at the ground, unsure of what had just happened. Obviously he felt the same way, he had loved Craig from the beginning. However, he was scared. Scared of hurting the only boy that he had ever loved. 

   "Damn it, Kenny. Say something," Craig said anxiously. He was also scared. Scared of getting rejected, scared of pushing away the only person he had ever loved. Kenny, still, was silent. Craig shifted impatiently and sighed, finally sitting back on his bed. He was sure to leave some room between him and the other boy. He started to anxiously pick at his nails. He hadn't done that in months, not since him and Kenny had started getting closer. He took a deep breath and looked back up at Kenny, prepared to say something. But when he saw tears on Kenny's cheeks, the words died on his tongue. 

   Kenny looked up at Craig and tried to say something, anything, but he just couldn't. Craig understood and instantly pulled the taller boy into his arms. Kenny wrapped his arms around Craig's waist and rested his head on the boy's shoulder, silently crying. They stayed like that for what felt like hours. Until Kenny finally spoke. 

   "Craig, honestly. I want to be more than just fuck buddies, too. I'm just so scared of hurting you. You know how fucked up my family is. You know how fucked up I am. I-I'm not good enough for you. I'm not the boy you deserve," Kenny finished sadly. 

   "Stop. Don't say that. You are good enough, you are so much more than I deserve. And, yes, I do know how fucked up your family is. That doesn't mean you can't have relationships, that doesn't mean that you can't be happy. I love you, Kenny McCormick. No matter how much you think you don't deserve it, no matter how fucked up you are. I love you."

   "I love you, too, Craig Tucker."

Teehee, I hope you liked it. Feel free to point out any errors or give me constructive criticism, it is greatly appreciated :)