Healing Him || P.JM ✔

Chapter 9

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Narrator's pov

"Jimin are you okay ?"

Natasha asked as she saw Jimin shaking, she stand and walk toward him.
 
"Jimin... im so sorry"

She said, feeling guilty, she didn't knew he will react like that. She thought it will be good for him to dance to Lie.

Jimin was breathing heavily, he try to calm down, to calm his breath but couldn't.

"Nat i-i can't breath"

He try to say he stand up from his place, his mind went blank. His thoughts where all over place, just the mention of it make him lose control and thought about the past.

He thinks of her, back to Seoul when they were together, happy when everything was alright,  when they dance together, her face, her smile, her eyes. He thinks of his wife before the accident, she was his everything, his love, his happiness, the mother of his child.  But then everything stop, he lost her, he lost his happiness the day she die.

He lost his everything

"Jimin breath, focus on me, im here breath with me"

Natasha says holding Jimin's shoulder, she tried to fight her own tears at her friend state. It make her sad, she breath in and breath out, to calm him down.

Jimin was still shaking, he is in pain his thoughts are invaded of her, he try to focus on whats in front of him, on Natasha but couldn't. His vision become blurry, that's when he notice that he was  crying, he felt the tears running down his cheeks. He is doing a panic attack, he hear Natasha's voice but it was away he looks panicked.

"Come on Jimin breath, look at me breath, just keep breathing"

He try to focus on her breathing and match her own breathing. Slowly he felt his heartbeat slow down, his breath become more normal. Natasha notice and take him in her arms right away, Jimin hug her tightly.

"She's gone, she's not here, she left me"

He said between his sobs, Natasha shhh him by rubbing his back, letting her own tears down. She couldn't stand seeing him like that.

"I know, im here, everything is gonna be alright, im here..."

She said but couldn't help but felt guilty. It was her fault if she didn't had to talk about that dance, he wouldnt be like that, she remember how different he was moments ago. She saw something in his eyes something she didn't see for a long time happiness, and not just because of his son but a real happiness, Jimin seems relax for the first time in years.

She don't know what happened to him to be like that, but she knows she is the cause that the little happiness he feel stop.

im sorry

The grip on her waist tight more and she feel her shirt getting wet, her heart ache, she thought about Chris. That he can get down at any moments and see his father in this state, and she knows that Jimin will feel angry and disapointed on himself.  If his son saw him this vulnerable. She try to calm him down before his son heard them.
  
After Jimin calm down she take care of him, Natasha stay at his place the whole night until he fall asleep, she slept in the guestroom. She couldn't get more sleep but succed to fall asleep as well.

  
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Jimin was laying on his bed, it was the middle of the day and he wait for the time to pick up Chris at school. After what happened last night Natasha gave him a day off for him to rest, he wasn't agree with her decision but she said she will take care of everything and that she his  boss and need to listen what she said.